Too much Adulting

And too much beating myself up. I think I messed up literally everything I touched today. I did go up to vote but got out of the house late. I got there, managed to park in front and walked in. There were 2 men outside talking in the rain. About 5 minutes later, the one guy is asked to come in behind me and that's when I realize the building was over capacity. I felt bad about cutting in front of him ALL DAMN DAY.

Here's the thing, he didn't say hey they need us to wait out here (I didn't even see the spacers on the sidewalk until after because it was raining that hard) No one said to me you need to wait outside. There was no sign saying wait outside until we call you in. So I literally had no way of knowing this (nor did they say it when I called on tuesday) and yet my brain will NOT let it go.

Now I'm not sure WTF was taking some of these people forever. I was in and gone and they were still there before and after me. I mean there wasn't even that many things TO vote on other than President (and if you're voting IN the Democratic office I'm assuming you ain't voting Trump) But is it like this for other states? They tell us the party for everyone on Ohio ballots, even things like coroner and city engineer which might not be quite as political (or I could be wrong I'm sure) but they DO NOT put it on there for judges. Thank god I got a flyer yesterday with which were Democrats. I'm like judges matter a lot party wise. Why is that not on the ballot? Why depend on my memory from my research?

I went to get my new meds. CVS put one on hold for some unknown reason so I had to wait on that. I ordered dinner from Arch and Eddies, my first time there since Feb. I was excited because they added a Rachel to their sandwiches. I saved it for dinner. I love most of their food but I hate their Reubens because instead of lots of thinly shaved corned beef it's thick and has to be cut apart. Well so was the Rachel. Sigh. Won't get that again.

I couldn't do laundry because it was raining so hard the creek flooded (no I don't wash in the creek but I DO have to cross it).

Apparently my new insurance doesn't pay for shit. My dental bill is over a thousand dollars and that's just for a tooth repair and some x-rays and cleaning. They never did call me back for the damn crown. I need to call them and ask is this for real? Did my insurance pay nothing (I had heard that from another coworker) If so I think the union needs to bring this up to HR.

There were some highlights though. I finished polishing my big bang. I'm so proud of it. And I finally got to go to the Forgotten Dark HIstory of Lower Manhattan tour. It was fun.

Tomorrow is the last day to get tickets for Abney Park's Halloween virtual concert/new album release party. I'll be there. Find it here.


And ELD sent me this, if you prefer, a Rocky Horror online viewing to raise money to turn Wisconsin blue. Find that here.