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cornerofmadness) wrote2012-07-24 10:48 pm
cornerofmadness) wrote2012-07-24 10:48 pm
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A day of harsh reality
Tuesday is a long grueling day at the best of time. The non-stop standing for 6 straight hours makes my leg go numb (spinal issues). Today was worse. Some of the students make me want to shoot them. But the harsh reality wasn't for them (okay it was that too) I got to work to learn my coworker/friend's dad passed away last night. Honestly I knew it was coming and I know he's not going to deal well. I feel very sorry for him. And here's the creepy thing, yesterday's date was also the date his mom died years ago. So I guess the funeral will be in a day or two.
My toe is beet red. Still doctoring.
I DID shred my damn story bits. I'm pretty upset right now. I'm just as upset that I changed my mind again. I'm pretty sure I do not like Jo Evans as a pen name. Yes it's easy. Yes it reflects my grandmother's name but I just don't know. Is thatbetter than Concetta? Is Auleria too hard to spell? I don't know. My parents have opinions but they won't voice them. They will voice useless advice though. I'm about to cry (thank you that time of the month)
I aslo wrote myself into a corner. I was trying to fix a problem in the Scarred Soldier story that both![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mamculuna and evil_little_dog spotted and I fucked it up royally. So now I have to start all over. There is no way the conversation can go as I have it since Aaron and Sebastian are not in a relationship yet when Kyle threatens Seb's kids. So for this to work he either ignores the threat to his daughter and the relationship has time to happeyn or goes to save his kid sees the threat to Aaron and says fuck it, I'm doing it anyhow. I have to figure out if i can salvage ANY of this. what a waste. Maybe it's better I stuck the shit in a shredder by accident.
And Mom and Dad are really missing Rogue
This week can go suck itself.
ETA - I forgot to mention that I got a call today from India to tell me that he was with computer services and that they have detected a virus on my computer and he was here to help. I told him that in no way does my antiviral programs HAVE my phone number and to go to hell before hanging up.
My toe is beet red. Still doctoring.
I DID shred my damn story bits. I'm pretty upset right now. I'm just as upset that I changed my mind again. I'm pretty sure I do not like Jo Evans as a pen name. Yes it's easy. Yes it reflects my grandmother's name but I just don't know. Is thatbetter than Concetta? Is Auleria too hard to spell? I don't know. My parents have opinions but they won't voice them. They will voice useless advice though. I'm about to cry (thank you that time of the month)
I aslo wrote myself into a corner. I was trying to fix a problem in the Scarred Soldier story that both
mamculuna and evil_little_dog spotted and I fucked it up royally. So now I have to start all over. There is no way the conversation can go as I have it since Aaron and Sebastian are not in a relationship yet when Kyle threatens Seb's kids. So for this to work he either ignores the threat to his daughter and the relationship has time to happeyn or goes to save his kid sees the threat to Aaron and says fuck it, I'm doing it anyhow. I have to figure out if i can salvage ANY of this. what a waste. Maybe it's better I stuck the shit in a shredder by accident.And Mom and Dad are really missing Rogue
This week can go suck itself.
ETA - I forgot to mention that I got a call today from India to tell me that he was with computer services and that they have detected a virus on my computer and he was here to help. I told him that in no way does my antiviral programs HAVE my phone number and to go to hell before hanging up.