cornerofmadness | fighting to concentrate on the good

Because the anxiety is turning me into a rampaging bitch. Okay that time of the month isn't helping. (the tears of frustation would be nice to do without, just saying). I don't know what is up with this travel anxiety. It appeared suddenly when I graduated from UCF and moved to Rhinelander (I don't ever remember it before this.I love to travel.

evil_little_dog agrees she never saw me crazy over traveling in FL). It sprung up out of absolutely nowhere in Rhinelander when I was going to go to Madison on Spring Break and it's been getting worse. For the last two weeks I've nearly canceled my plane tickets more than once, I can't breathe thinking on how muchI have to do in order to leave and while I don't want to stay here, I WANT to go, I'm nearly paralyzed. It's the damndest thing. I think it might have started over high costs of travel but...I'd like to get to the root of this and to get it gone.

And helping with the anxiety, I have a huge to do list and among them was update the computer which i did today. I hate both the newest IE and Mozilla equally. Mostly because I used to be able to have two seperate windows up with two separate yahoo accounts open at once and now i can't...sigh

It just can't be this late in the week...it can't.

But I did say I wanted to concentrate on the good and here it is, my new moodtheme! Woot! It was made by

raneechan and

kookiety was a total doll about helping me get it up. (helps if I remember all the steps. Wrote them down...again)

I have also learned that BPAL's Jazz Funeral is a good scent on me if a bit light. Obsidian Widow is in the maybe pile. I'm not toosure about that one. It seems to have a slight undertone of rotting flowers.