change is inevitable

[cornerofmadness]

doesn't mean i have to like it. Went shopping with mom. That was good but it was an overall downer to learn not only is the Borders closing here but ALL the ones in Columbus are too. Granted I do buy most of mine at borders.com but when it comes to manga i like to LOOk at the damn art first. I like holding the book in my hand. Sigh. One lady working there had a very calm attitude toward it. 'We put the small book stores out of business and now online is doing that to us.' Guess that's true. Sadly Barnes and Nobles is still here but the ones in PA and Columbus censor the books, might be true nation wide (Walmart does too which is why I will not buy books from them). Our B&N's carry ZERO gay manga. Okay, I don't really read yaoi much but it does offend me to have it purposefully withheld.

I did buy a lot of manga at 30% off and felt bad doing it. Got some costume jewelry and a shirt at Macy's. tried on a dress for the wedding but it was pathetic so the hunt continues (not even sure i'm going)

My brother has to go in for another medical procedure tomorrow. They're injecting steriods right into his colon.

My aunt who is very ill might not live out the week or might go for months but I doubt she'll make the year.

Another friend of the family has been snowed under on morphine. she has days left

so far 2011 can bite me





he came up to the back porch today. notice he's n ot eating that food. nor running from us. he's emaciated and has the head tilt and the stagger but he managed to get to the woods by the time we got the gun (yes, he's rabid, yes death would be a mercy, yes would feel a little bad to shoot him, yes I'm capable)