Getting ready to go

[cornerofmadness]

I should be in Madison Monday & Tuesday and drive back on Wed. That sorta blue yesterday cycled into full blown depression today. Spent most of it crying. Ever get the feeling you're the last person picked for the team back in grade school? Feel like that now. Hope I feel better tomorrow.

Figured out why my hand is so swollen and painful. ALl the snow shoveling I did this week. I put the shovel to snow today and thought my hand would fall off. This bites. ANd I had to get all my hand related stuff ready for the lawyer come thursday. And to top the week off and we're still on sunday last night my brother went into febrile convulsions from the flu and the jerk wouldn't go to the hospital because he has no insurance so he did what I did when I had the flu and no insurance, ride it out with tylenol to bring down the fever and gatorade to replace the electrolytes.

Saw a weird thing today coming back from town. At first I thought it was smoke but as I got closer it was a column of what looked like snow crystals ten feet tall. It wasn't snowing and there was no wind to suck it up like that. I don't know what caused it but it was cool looking.

Well here's hoping Madison will be fun.