Always believe in yourself
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cornerofmadnessSomeone left that on a post it note on a vending machine at school. It's a very nice thought. I should remember that
Like now when I see I finally got a review on Snowbound and it's a bad one. Sigh.
Or that I finally finished Simmer and it's 4000 words too long. Eep. I thought the word count was 15K it's 12. Bangs head.
Got home to make my call to the gastroenterologist and was puzzled by the questions until I realized that they weren't setting me up for a consultation but rather the surgery. I was SO upset. It took two weeks to get this far and then to find out my doc told them it was for the endoscopy. YES I know I'll need one but my stomach is a mess. I have TONS of back story to go with it. I'm like don't you think this is 'bad' medicine but then the receptionist is like 'that's what your doctor wanted.' Well I DON't. I haven't been seen in years. SHouldn't we go over my history, my meds, tests I've already had? They WOULD NOT set me up for a consultation because that's not what the referral was for. I have to start all over again.
I'm this close to saying fuck it and just going back to the loser here. I was in tears. It's NOT that big of a deal but it's been so frustrating.
And now my brother isn't coming. I'm not all together upset by this. i'm much less stressed this way. I have to call him tomorrow and make sure.
In the minor victory column the part of the steampunk spectacle I said I'd do isn't until the afternoon. I thought I'd have to be there all day. I'm relieved as I'm not feeling well. I'm a little cold. It's 75 in the house. It's not cold so I must be getting ill.
Mom and Dad are on their way to the beach. I told them to swing by and get Kanda. He might appreciate a giant litter box.
Assassin Creed adds a transgendered character
The Warriors Ride again I know most of you have probably seen this but there you go. I did not see this movie when it came out, mostly because I was 12 and wouldn't have been allowed to. It saw it much later and didn't love it nearly as much as some friends.
Oh have I mentioned ants are still pouring in? Dead ants thanks to the 50 gallons of poison on that door but still.
Like now when I see I finally got a review on Snowbound and it's a bad one. Sigh.
Or that I finally finished Simmer and it's 4000 words too long. Eep. I thought the word count was 15K it's 12. Bangs head.
Got home to make my call to the gastroenterologist and was puzzled by the questions until I realized that they weren't setting me up for a consultation but rather the surgery. I was SO upset. It took two weeks to get this far and then to find out my doc told them it was for the endoscopy. YES I know I'll need one but my stomach is a mess. I have TONS of back story to go with it. I'm like don't you think this is 'bad' medicine but then the receptionist is like 'that's what your doctor wanted.' Well I DON't. I haven't been seen in years. SHouldn't we go over my history, my meds, tests I've already had? They WOULD NOT set me up for a consultation because that's not what the referral was for. I have to start all over again.
I'm this close to saying fuck it and just going back to the loser here. I was in tears. It's NOT that big of a deal but it's been so frustrating.
And now my brother isn't coming. I'm not all together upset by this. i'm much less stressed this way. I have to call him tomorrow and make sure.
In the minor victory column the part of the steampunk spectacle I said I'd do isn't until the afternoon. I thought I'd have to be there all day. I'm relieved as I'm not feeling well. I'm a little cold. It's 75 in the house. It's not cold so I must be getting ill.
Mom and Dad are on their way to the beach. I told them to swing by and get Kanda. He might appreciate a giant litter box.
Assassin Creed adds a transgendered character
The Warriors Ride again I know most of you have probably seen this but there you go. I did not see this movie when it came out, mostly because I was 12 and wouldn't have been allowed to. It saw it much later and didn't love it nearly as much as some friends.
Oh have I mentioned ants are still pouring in? Dead ants thanks to the 50 gallons of poison on that door but still.
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