I'm a butterfly killing machine
Aug. 6th, 2013 10:59 pmMaybe because it's so rainy or something there are butterflies everywhere and I'm killing them left right and center with my car. There are atomized butterfly bits all over it. Poor things. Well at least I have a lovely butterfly bush and I saw a beautiful tiger swallowtail and a hummingbird moth on it but they were gone by the time I got the camera.
So. My power went out at quarter after midnight last night. You'd think 'no problem. just go to sleep.' No. NO. I couldn't sleep. I was hot. I opened windows. I caught myself reading comic books by flashlight like I'm 10. I called the electric company because what if no one notices it out? (they did). Finally I drift off but wake up around 3 AM. Then it starts. I'm HOT. What if everything in my freezer isn't good any more? What if I were on oxygen, I'd be dead by now. OMG brain STFU up and go to sleep. Then the power came on at 325 AM and I was happy. BUT I was having bad dreams. I woke up with nail marks in my shoulder. Nice.
I just paid off my car. It's all mine (which explains why I splashed chili oil on every available surface last week)
My students make me weep. Today they didn't know the difference between independent and dependent except the 2 closer to my age (and even THEY were appalled). On my lab test I had a question which blood vessel is the thickest with elastic tissue to help accommodate the pressure. One put white vessels (she put that on the class test too) and one put STOMACH. fucking stomach.
And this is an open note, one hour 25 question test. THREE turned it half done because that's how poor their ability to read and understand is. I want out of here so bad some days
Also if I forgot to mention it yesterday, the reason those houses are so cheap this area is destitute. Dad was funny 'maybe you should find a town that's not so destitute' dad if you can find one here, you tell me about it.
So I got the villain's demon summoning books (or I should say the good guys have them) The bad guys know the jig is up. and my question is NOW WHAT???
and hello hormonal eating day. I was so hungry in class you could hear my belly growling. I got Mexican. I ate the chips, the four shrimp enchiladas, the beans, the pico de gallo and licked the tin it came in. Then decided to look for more food. Shoot me.
declutter day 102 item tossed -A Christmas crock why kept -Part of my Christmas collection why tossed No longer want

So. My power went out at quarter after midnight last night. You'd think 'no problem. just go to sleep.' No. NO. I couldn't sleep. I was hot. I opened windows. I caught myself reading comic books by flashlight like I'm 10. I called the electric company because what if no one notices it out? (they did). Finally I drift off but wake up around 3 AM. Then it starts. I'm HOT. What if everything in my freezer isn't good any more? What if I were on oxygen, I'd be dead by now. OMG brain STFU up and go to sleep. Then the power came on at 325 AM and I was happy. BUT I was having bad dreams. I woke up with nail marks in my shoulder. Nice.
I just paid off my car. It's all mine (which explains why I splashed chili oil on every available surface last week)
My students make me weep. Today they didn't know the difference between independent and dependent except the 2 closer to my age (and even THEY were appalled). On my lab test I had a question which blood vessel is the thickest with elastic tissue to help accommodate the pressure. One put white vessels (she put that on the class test too) and one put STOMACH. fucking stomach.
And this is an open note, one hour 25 question test. THREE turned it half done because that's how poor their ability to read and understand is. I want out of here so bad some days
Also if I forgot to mention it yesterday, the reason those houses are so cheap this area is destitute. Dad was funny 'maybe you should find a town that's not so destitute' dad if you can find one here, you tell me about it.
So I got the villain's demon summoning books (or I should say the good guys have them) The bad guys know the jig is up. and my question is NOW WHAT???
and hello hormonal eating day. I was so hungry in class you could hear my belly growling. I got Mexican. I ate the chips, the four shrimp enchiladas, the beans, the pico de gallo and licked the tin it came in. Then decided to look for more food. Shoot me.
declutter day 102 item tossed -A Christmas crock why kept -Part of my Christmas collection why tossed No longer want









