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A quiet Labor Day
Sep. 1st, 2014 10:57 pmWherein I slotted out a lot of time to work and still feel like I accomplished nothing. Didn't edit nearly as much as I wanted to either.
Kanda ate a spider. I told him not to but he doesn't listen.
To further illustrate the on-going depression and how I just let things fall where they may, in the enormous pile of shit on the make up table were the letters from my lawyers about the final payout from my worker's comp claim. That's right DO NOT get hurt in WI. They determine it by body part and a hand is worth 10%. Doesn't matter it cost me my surgical practice. I got 2 grand. Yeah. Thanks for fucking nothing.
And I found my diploma from UCF just lying there. So my injury and my training after my injury just lying on a table for years, forgotten, potentially lost forever (but luckily neither were harmed) You can see my brain trying to wall away all that pain.
Didn't work. Burst out crying while reading Harry Dresden. Out of nowhere.
I am going to try and get one of the storage units here if I can (i don't think any are open). That's part of my problem. I've always had a storage unit but there isn't one here and that's an issue.
I started my strength training today. Hurt like hell. Called my therapist (i.e. my brother) and told him he sucks and is trying to kill me. He said suck it up and you'll be doing these til Christmas (sweet).
And he also told me he and SiL want to come here for Bob Evans Farm Fest. My brother has never visited in the 8 years I've been here. I don't want to go into it but his vacation was ruined this year and he's pretty depressed about it. Must be if he wants to come here. So I definitely have to clean this sty up and replace that futon.
Mom was excited. She and Aunt M found me the perfect house and it IS but sadly it's 72 miles away from work. AWWWWW
apropos of nothing, Bon Jovi is still gorgeous.
( The latest Dr Who )
declutter day 240 Item tossed -Tokyo Babylon #1 why kept -Wanted to read it why tossed -CLAMP doesn’t really do it for me
Kanda ate a spider. I told him not to but he doesn't listen.
To further illustrate the on-going depression and how I just let things fall where they may, in the enormous pile of shit on the make up table were the letters from my lawyers about the final payout from my worker's comp claim. That's right DO NOT get hurt in WI. They determine it by body part and a hand is worth 10%. Doesn't matter it cost me my surgical practice. I got 2 grand. Yeah. Thanks for fucking nothing.
And I found my diploma from UCF just lying there. So my injury and my training after my injury just lying on a table for years, forgotten, potentially lost forever (but luckily neither were harmed) You can see my brain trying to wall away all that pain.
Didn't work. Burst out crying while reading Harry Dresden. Out of nowhere.
I am going to try and get one of the storage units here if I can (i don't think any are open). That's part of my problem. I've always had a storage unit but there isn't one here and that's an issue.
I started my strength training today. Hurt like hell. Called my therapist (i.e. my brother) and told him he sucks and is trying to kill me. He said suck it up and you'll be doing these til Christmas (sweet).
And he also told me he and SiL want to come here for Bob Evans Farm Fest. My brother has never visited in the 8 years I've been here. I don't want to go into it but his vacation was ruined this year and he's pretty depressed about it. Must be if he wants to come here. So I definitely have to clean this sty up and replace that futon.
Mom was excited. She and Aunt M found me the perfect house and it IS but sadly it's 72 miles away from work. AWWWWW
apropos of nothing, Bon Jovi is still gorgeous.
( The latest Dr Who )
declutter day 240 Item tossed -Tokyo Babylon #1 why kept -Wanted to read it why tossed -CLAMP doesn’t really do it for me
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