Rough Night

I tried to go to bed early because I was tired from running around all day. Could not fall asleep. By 2 AM I was having the mind racing that precedes the anxiety attacks which ended u p in full body shakes and me getting out of bed. Though this time it was for a good reason, I somehow in the craziness of the start up of school forgot to put in the info for my student loan income based repayment plan. I put the irs info in the bathroom so I wouldn't forget to do it today (I didn't). FInally fell asleep only to be awoken very early (as in 4 AM) by a huge lightning ridden storm. So tired today.

There was some good today, the free butternut squashes at the library (because that's how we roll here).

 

My brother called about coming here for Bob Evans Farm fest (which btw was the first wave of anxiety, the idea my parents will also be here for that and I have NO idea how to clean this place up by then). One of the local hotels jumped their prices that day from 95$ to 260$. Jackasses.

I started to edit the Cassadaga novella. I'm hopeful someone will want it.