![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Heartbroken
Oct. 2nd, 2017 09:40 pmThe shooting in Vegas is just heartbreaking and that's about all I'm going to say. I have no words for this and nothing I can say can make any real difference.
I was going to do a writerly ways but ran out of time yesterday and today it seems inappropriate (and yet relevent) And as of writing this, I can't tell if Tom Petty is dead or not because of dueling, disagreeing headlines but if he isn't, he's likely to be and that's sad too.
At least Lucifer took my mind off a lot of it. I loved every moment of it.
On the other hand, The GIfted has reminded me why I quit the X-comics. This world is horrible enough without adding to the misery. I'll never understand the fascination with dystopias. I guess I'm more empathetic than I thought.
Standing all day has given me ouchie foot and then I slammed the other foot into the same fucking box at least not as badly. That toe survived.
I am so nervous right now. I went to pay rent yesterday to find out that yes this place has sold but the new landlords have NOT made contact with any of us. How good can they be if they can't even get it together to collect their first rent check. Our water might be shut off because my former landlord isn't going to pay it because it's supposed to be THEIR responsibility but they have yet to take it over. So what are the chances of me getting anything done if this place breaks? My only hope is that they're behind the times because they're trying to get an actual lease done up. Is my rent going to skyrocket? Can I keep Kanda? I have no idea. Kanda at least could live with the parentals until I find a new place.
I could work on buying a house but the school is broke and the levy to earn us more money but it might not pass. I'm terrified that I will buy a house and the school will fold. I did find a perfect one but it is too far away. I'm seriously disappointed.
I do have one thing that's happy. Here's a video from the steampunk ball.
I was going to do a writerly ways but ran out of time yesterday and today it seems inappropriate (and yet relevent) And as of writing this, I can't tell if Tom Petty is dead or not because of dueling, disagreeing headlines but if he isn't, he's likely to be and that's sad too.
At least Lucifer took my mind off a lot of it. I loved every moment of it.
On the other hand, The GIfted has reminded me why I quit the X-comics. This world is horrible enough without adding to the misery. I'll never understand the fascination with dystopias. I guess I'm more empathetic than I thought.
Standing all day has given me ouchie foot and then I slammed the other foot into the same fucking box at least not as badly. That toe survived.
I am so nervous right now. I went to pay rent yesterday to find out that yes this place has sold but the new landlords have NOT made contact with any of us. How good can they be if they can't even get it together to collect their first rent check. Our water might be shut off because my former landlord isn't going to pay it because it's supposed to be THEIR responsibility but they have yet to take it over. So what are the chances of me getting anything done if this place breaks? My only hope is that they're behind the times because they're trying to get an actual lease done up. Is my rent going to skyrocket? Can I keep Kanda? I have no idea. Kanda at least could live with the parentals until I find a new place.
I could work on buying a house but the school is broke and the levy to earn us more money but it might not pass. I'm terrified that I will buy a house and the school will fold. I did find a perfect one but it is too far away. I'm seriously disappointed.
I do have one thing that's happy. Here's a video from the steampunk ball.
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}