Excited, remorseful and nauseated all at the same time

My pretty little silver Civic, Naru is gone. Today I traded him on a new to me Honda CRV. Dad went with me. I couldn't keep squatting down to get in and out of the Civic. Too bad because the new hatchback was sexy and sporty. THe CRV is a small SUV.

I didn't want a red one (I park outside) but this was a 2015 with only 18,000 miles on sale for 20K (knocked down another 3300 by Naru's trade in). Still my monthly payment is scary to me. So very scary.

I wouldn't worry if I didn't have these loans but this plus rent plus loans = me worried sick about everything

I'm trying name him. SInce he's red (technically a weird burgundy) I've narrowed it to a few red headed anime/manga guys (also Jeopardy!'s tournament had a manga category)

Ichigo was first to mind followed by Renji (Both from Bleach), Lavi (D. Grayman), Gojyo (Saiyuki), Shouto (My Hero Academia) and Grell.. That said Grell's scary and Gojyo makes bad choices....


ETA - I just found this house not far from my parents (about 20 minutes). Go thru it til you find the staircase, don't worry you'll know the one I mean. I WANT this house It’s beautiful