the days drag on

I am still in the hospital. I am scheduled for the knee surgery on the 17th. I don't know if it's construction or replacement (probably won't until they go in on the 17th)

I have gotten mostly caught up for work. It's a good thing.


I know some of you want to send me cards etc. I'm trying to decide where best to send them. Hard to do when I'm not sure where I'll be.


I will say that narcotics aren't doing much for my creativity. Don't worry I'm not stressing about it. I just wanted to do some plot like thinking while high


I am pretty worried about the leg though. Every time I move it feels like the pins are pulling through. They are draining but don't look infected. I'm not even lying when I say I want to tattoo over the scars that these will leave behind. I did okay though today, got up three times, swore and cried only a little that's progress. We also changed up how they dressed the wounds so maybe that helped make it hurt less. Also they're going to give me some anxiety meds too because I know that's part of my issue getting up and trying to hop on one leg without dying.