A lot of emotions today

Do not want to talk politics but holy fuck this is worse than I imagined it would be and I imagined the world on fire.

And I'm going back and forth again and again on my project. If I change it one more time, someone come slap me. I tried to add more to my bibliography (which I might not even add) but my new computer is opening every PDF as purely black but I can't get that off nor change the text color either. WTF

Work stress was through the roof

And speaking of which, no one bothered to clean the school of science's gutters. The water from last night's deluge was knee deep on the roof (they were up there bailing) and the water was pouring into the chemistry side of the building.

Then I was hit with an email from Nanowrimo and they're done. I will be honest. That is some mixed emotions. They have made so many missteps lately this isn't a surprise. That said, they have been part of my life for over 20 years. Almost all my local friends who aren't work friends came to me via the local Nano group. It's their own damn fault. I will miss it anyhow even if I didn't do it officially last year after the whole Ai debacle.

And now the chest pain/coughing is back. More and more sure this is a hiatal hernia but I need to find a way to deal with this.


Let's do music monday. I have an idea brewing for the future here but that's for when my brain isn't a mess. But since we did rain last week, let's do sunshine this week (it's still raining) And boy there are a lot of sun songs in the 60s and 70s.

( Sunny here because it's dark inside my head )