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Well at least I don't have to wait
May. 13th, 2025 10:28 pmfor the results of my MRI. They already have the results which I'm glad of because of course I'm nervous that it could be an aneurysm or a brain tumor. That said I am righteously PISSED OFF about this whole thing. I knew I wasn't having contrast which I DID wonder about because that would make finding vascular anomalies easier but I assumed the neurologist (who as I've said before knows me personally) knows what he's doing.
The tech says to me 'he didn't ask for contrast? That's unusual. I'll take extra pictures just to try and offset that.' I reply 'he definitely said no contrast but I'm not sure why. I'm not allergic. I've had it with contrast. Hell YOU'VE given me contrast before (for the same neurologist) for my lumber spine.
I get the report already. The good news is no brain tumor or vascular issues, the bad news because he didn't ask for contrast and the radiologist is like this study is 'severely limited without contrast' What the actual fuck? It was basically a waste of time because you can't see the fucking vessels well enough. The nerves in question are okay though but that also means that I'm no closer to knowing why this is happening. Maybe it really is in my jaw so next stop is an ENT I guess.
I did get to relax at the coffee house for a while, got a ton of writing on my![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
unconventionalcourtship story done. It's nearly finished (thanks to a sleepless night of nausea and sweating. Ugh not looking forward to summer) It's over 20K. Why can't original fiction be this easy to write?
And since this is long enough another week without a fannish 50 tuesday. I don't have much more to say right now (catching up on Lazarus, maybe after that)
The tech says to me 'he didn't ask for contrast? That's unusual. I'll take extra pictures just to try and offset that.' I reply 'he definitely said no contrast but I'm not sure why. I'm not allergic. I've had it with contrast. Hell YOU'VE given me contrast before (for the same neurologist) for my lumber spine.
I get the report already. The good news is no brain tumor or vascular issues, the bad news because he didn't ask for contrast and the radiologist is like this study is 'severely limited without contrast' What the actual fuck? It was basically a waste of time because you can't see the fucking vessels well enough. The nerves in question are okay though but that also means that I'm no closer to knowing why this is happening. Maybe it really is in my jaw so next stop is an ENT I guess.
I did get to relax at the coffee house for a while, got a ton of writing on my
unconventionalcourtship story done. It's nearly finished (thanks to a sleepless night of nausea and sweating. Ugh not looking forward to summer) It's over 20K. Why can't original fiction be this easy to write?And since this is long enough another week without a fannish 50 tuesday. I don't have much more to say right now (catching up on Lazarus, maybe after that)
