The high point
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cornerofmadnesswas getting a great card from tinhutlady! Thank you so much. It made my day to get a nice card full of warm fuzzies because today was a day to be down on myself.
As much energy as I had yesterday, that's how little I had today. I count myself lucky to have gotten laundry and my exam done.
I'm learning hard what it feels like to have the joy of writing turn into drudgry (i.e. actual work. I really wish I could take anti depressants because it might help all of this immensely. I'm so ready to just chuck it all. If I still had active fandoms I might have (god, I think Buffy is TWENTY years old this year).
I found another house. here. Love the location, less excited by the house itself. It's more practical for me. Fuck, I already need a new hip. I've broken both ankles and knees. I shouldn't have one of my beloved old home. The upstairs would be filled with cobwebs while I hobble around the ground floor like a little old lady I'm fast becoming
This house is isolated enough to make me happy but it's just off the main highway so it's not TOO isolated (go Google Earth it). It's not tremendously pretty on the outside and no, I don't get the whole wood burning stove OUTSIDE the house thing either It's common here. I assume because there are no chimneys but it also seems a waste to have the cold air wicking away heat. On the other hand when my power goes off as it will, I'll still have heat of some kind.
I love the kitchen. The only two problems I see with this house is a) it's haunted by the ghosts of 1001 dead deer (check out the last bedroom) and b) the fridge. OMG who the hell puts a fridge in a tight alcove next to a damn window?
I'm going to drag off and go be sad somewhere and oh hate-watch more of JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.
tinhutlady! Thank you so much. It made my day to get a nice card full of warm fuzzies because today was a day to be down on myself.As much energy as I had yesterday, that's how little I had today. I count myself lucky to have gotten laundry and my exam done.
I'm learning hard what it feels like to have the joy of writing turn into drudgry (i.e. actual work. I really wish I could take anti depressants because it might help all of this immensely. I'm so ready to just chuck it all. If I still had active fandoms I might have (god, I think Buffy is TWENTY years old this year).
I found another house. here. Love the location, less excited by the house itself. It's more practical for me. Fuck, I already need a new hip. I've broken both ankles and knees. I shouldn't have one of my beloved old home. The upstairs would be filled with cobwebs while I hobble around the ground floor like a little old lady I'm fast becoming
This house is isolated enough to make me happy but it's just off the main highway so it's not TOO isolated (go Google Earth it). It's not tremendously pretty on the outside and no, I don't get the whole wood burning stove OUTSIDE the house thing either It's common here. I assume because there are no chimneys but it also seems a waste to have the cold air wicking away heat. On the other hand when my power goes off as it will, I'll still have heat of some kind.
I love the kitchen. The only two problems I see with this house is a) it's haunted by the ghosts of 1001 dead deer (check out the last bedroom) and b) the fridge. OMG who the hell puts a fridge in a tight alcove next to a damn window?
I'm going to drag off and go be sad somewhere and oh hate-watch more of JoJo's Bizarre Adventure.
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