cornerofmadness

that I'm a chaos elemental I head to the laundromat which shares a parking lot with the library. I get the clothes into the dryer and wanted to head to the coffee shop to write and wait and you know have coffee but the SUV won't start. Takes out cell phone. It's dead. Looks for emergency cell phone charger SA gave me. Remembered It's at home for some idiot reason. Librarian (thank you librarians at Jackson City Library for being SO very helpful!) let me use her phone to call AAA. Found a giant mouse nest on the battery. Luckily they only damaged the battery, not the wiring. Trip to town took WAY longer than I expected. Went to Arch and Eddie's and drank a flight of beers, some really good beers.

And then my laptop mouse died, well the wireless one. I HATE the stupid touch mouse.

And then L gets in touch with me over one of the classes next week and all I can think is there's a nice way to do that. So I'm fucking irritated.

My gastric paresis is bugging me. And I didn't get to finish 90% of what I wanted to ahead of the workers getting here tomorrow but you know what it is what it is so I can't worry on it.

I can't seem to get my spicy advent story done because it wants to be long. I'm like just fuck already. This doesn't NEED a goddamn plot.

Wish I could have cleaned the house more before tomorrow. Sigh.

And it's been a week since Kanda died. You know I thought I'd miss him most in the morning greeting me or at dinner time but it's oddly at night and when I leave. It's the rituals that are getting me. Every night as I check the locks and turn out the lights I'd tell him goodnight and every time I left I tell him be good I'll be back. That's when I really miss him.