I feel numb

[cornerofmadness]

I'm somewhere past the fear and into the numbness. I can't look at the election. I want to know, I can't handle the stress so I'm not looking. I was told that Ohio is swinging Biden at the moment.

For the first time in 15 years, every last student in the bone test took ALL two hours to complete it and I had to ask for it back. I'm afraid to look at these. I'm betting this isn't going to be good.

My brother's birthday is tomorrow. I suspect it won't be a good one regardless of who wins.


It took my tired brain a while, like days, to think yes you need a pulmonologist but no it doesn't have to be here per se. Your sister in law is a resp therapist. Maybe she has suggestions back home. Maybe you also should just give up on it all until the worst of this covid crap is over.


the big thing is today is I am writing. Stress gets me moving apparently.


ETA- By midnight Ohio has swung Trump because of course.

11720 / 50000 words. 23% done!

Comments

[ysilme]

just *hugs*

[cornerofmadness]

thank you

[smittenbyu]

(hugs)

[cornerofmadness]

thanks and right back at you