cornerofmadness

For two reasons, one I was productive. No really. I almost cleaned the office all up, got the scanner hooked up but in spite of successful installation, i can't find it on my system...., weeded out the dead stuff in the garden so come spring I have less to do (it's ridiculously hot), stepped on a cat and yet failed to make him realize that he is underfoot, typed up story stuff, graded a test, made up a different test, made up a lecture, read some books.

the other reason I've been quiet is pain. the ankle I broke last year really hurts. Took pain pills and they ripped up my stomach. I know it's time for me to get that stomach fixed but it's scary surgery. I know I have to lose a huge chunk of that stomach, have my esophagus reconstructed and face life long sequella of the surgery (on the upside the pain should be less and hey there would have to be weight loss which would help reverse the diabetes).

And cut for TMI I really need to see if I can make them move up my ob/gyn appt from a week from yesterday to NOW. Or I might have to go to the ER. The ovary is hurting again. Thsi is not a good sign and something is broken inside, probably a fibroid. I've been spotting blood for 6 weeks now. I'm starting to get weak since my hematocrit was already low then two periods in one month then this. Probably looking at a D &C at the least, a hysterectomy at worst. I figure it this way between polycystic ovarian disease, a retroverted uterus and fibroids, the goddess is telling me pregnancy was REALLY not wanted so a hysterectomy wouldn't be so bad. I'm more worried about bleeding. Not sure waiting another month is in my best interest.