feeling blah

[cornerofmadness]

just overwhelmed and rundown and all that jazz. I need a maid. I need the will to keep this place neatly once it does get clean. Hell, I settle for a grad student to grade my papers. But since that's not going to happen...

part of the blahs is dealing with the loan companies, my annual bullshit with them.


The other part is the holidays. In the last five years Christmas doesn't fill me with joy. I get drowned by anxiety and dread and I can't even tell you why. Then again ever since my injury i get this feeling whenever i travel. I was never that way. Sigh.

I've been unable to write at all this week and it's bothering me.

However I did send out two resumes today. Both back in the Pittsburgh area and plan to get a couple more out by the end of the week to WI (another source of anxiety let me tell you) Wish me luck guys. I could really use it.



bred an autumn!

will go to another home soon

Comments

[lyrangalia]

Good luck with the job hunt!

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[0-mother-0.livejournal.com]

*hugs* So sorry - Hope it all gets better soon

And clicked

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

I clicked your eggies.

Hate that so many of my friends are down in the dumps about this time of year. Of course, I'm not much better but I figure it's job stress and being separated from the people I really care about.

[nebroadwe.livejournal.com]

Wishing you both luck and strength. I've got you in my prayers daily.

[ladystarlightsj.livejournal.com]

*gives you ALL the luck*

[stars91.livejournal.com]

:HUGS:

Lots and lots and lots of Good Luck to you!

[a2zmom.livejournal.com]

I hope the resumes work out. It would be great if you could get out of this place.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

things got MUCH worse today. it's uncomfortable to see male coworkers cry.

thanks

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[mulzrule.livejournal.com]

Hopefully Santa will bring you a maid, a secretary, and most importantly, a new job. Our Christmas lists are starting to look identical. >_<

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thank you very much

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I'll be better once i get the student loan shit dealt with for the y ear

[rain-oubliette.livejournal.com]

Good luck with the job search.

I am not the person to help you with Christmas depression. (You know why.) I will tell you that I love the Holiday Wishes community. I've been able to make people happy by just giving away trinkets. This year, for some odd reason, people have been asking for pens and stationery stuff. Since I am a Stationery Whore, I have been able to gift away a bunch of stuff... and people have been really grateful for it. That makes me smile. Anyway, hang in there. Christmas will be over soon. Then we can all get back to our lives.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[alinejollie.livejournal.com]

Clicked back =3

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Yeah, getting that out of the way would be nice....

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

hitting the lottery and getting ti gone would be better

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that's helping you out. Mine would be cured more by a new job I think

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

snort

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Hitting the lottery would solve lots and lots and lots of problems.

Of course, it'd bring up more....

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

but we'd have ethe money to handle them

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

True, true.