cornerofmadness

Ribs from the dumpster? THe feral cat had a HUGE rib and a mole on my porch this morning. sigh

Today kinda sucked.

Saw the endocrinologist, my blood sugar is doing so badly he wants me to be hospitalized the next time it goes up. I'm in real danger now of losing a limb, kidney or sight. I don't understand. I'm eating right.I lost 22 pounds. WHY is it going up (he had no answer). He's not happy. I'm depressed. So he gave me a new med. I didn't even fight it this time even though it's an injection. He read from the insert for me a little then gave me samples. then scheduled me to have that kidney cyst and the adrenal tumor re-CT scanned (I moronically forgot to do it last time)

I come home, do the injection then read the insert (yeah in that intelligent order) Big warning if you have gastric paresis DO NOT take this medicine.I t makes it worse. Now doc's don't know every drug interaction/contraindicationbut geeze he was READING it. I said I wouldn't notice if it made me nauseous since i have gastric paresis and i'm ALWAYS nauseous.

He does think going on nutrisystem D would be a good idea especially since I'm already losing weight.

I was so upset in general I totally forgot the end of the haiti bidding. sigh.

I got excited though when I got home and saw I had a netflix. OOOO Darker than Black ....um NO, apparently that was on a wait list. I got Clannad an anime

evil_little_dog suggested since it had the abused boy archetype I love. Okay it's ONLY subtitled. I don't mind that but then I'm locked in just reading. pouts. And it's NOT subtitled well. it's FAST and then feels the need to put in extra subtitles to explain the uniquely Japanese stuff (like what's dango and -san, -chan -kun etc) RIGHT over the damn faces.

I solved my Vegas problem. I'm inventing a bar for them to be in. GO me. I think i've given up finishing Big Bang entirely by Feb 1st so....