cornerofmadness

Woke up from a bad dream. Had to pee. Seems like a fuse blew out (because there's nothing nervous-inducing like realizing that happened while you were asleep) Then I realized my stomach was growling and I was shaking. I tried to ignore that then decided no, go test your sugar. You just upped your insulin to the full dose (doc said, let's hope this won't crash it. it might but shouldn't. After three days at slightly less with no change I said okay up to my usual dose)

my sugar is 55. well it was about a half hour again. I was a little too incoherent to type then. I was barely able to figure out how to suck on my dissolving sugar pills. I've had a full meal more or less now (if you call cheese bread, a hot dog, a baby bel cheese wheel and some PB a meal)

naturally I have to be up very early today to get to work so now I'll b e up all damn morning. Unfair. Feeling a little stable now but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous about lying down and shutting my eyes.