in such a rut

[cornerofmadness]

wanted to write to get out of the depression but eh. Right now my fanfic isn't moving me and I've already overwhelmed my original fiction filter. i should give them time to catch up (or at least those who normally comment)

i'm just so exhausted.

i did get my conference squared away. Where I'm coming up with over a grand to make it happen? How much can i sell my plasma for I wonder?

maybe if i could come up with some names I could try writing that zombie thing and put up the three first chapters of my nano could-be's and see what people like.

Comments

[marynachaotica.livejournal.com]

Well you've put it out to the Universe on how much you need for the conference, so now you need to trust that it will happen. Really...do you think it is wise, considering the health problems you've been experiencing, in selling some of your plasma? I'd prefer to see you in nominally good health, rather than weaken your system even more!

Now as to your zombie "thing"....can you give us an idea of the plot idea? Perhaps all of us out here could come up with some names for you.

This icon always makes me smile or at least head wave and then be kinda dizzy.;)

[havocmangawip.livejournal.com]

I wasn't in a "feedback better than wow I'm digging it" space when I read the first two chapters of the Dragon piece. I LOVE IT.

And I am afraid I may have expressed myself incorrectly. I was and am in awe of you as a writer. You are a BNF without the negative connotations.

Oi on seminar/conference expenses... it sounds amazing.

Re: This icon always makes me smile or at least head wave and then be kinda dizzy.;)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

yes the icon does make you head wave until you're dizzy and fallout of the chair.

thank you very much. I'm glad you liked the Dragon thing. that helps to know. i need to work more on that but I didn't wnat to slam up too much at once.

very cool. I'm n ot sure anyone's ever called me a BNF in any connotation.

ugh, pro cons are so much money. It's 325$ but it's 4 days so it's NOT that bad but the hyatt is 130$ a night and I'm there 5 nights...

but I DID find a 2 hour walking brew pub tour of Denver b ut it's ONLY saturday and I plan on getting off the plan, checking in and running to this. You get to sample b eer at every place AND get a free pint at each one. YAY

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

rather than the universe I think i'll try the learning and teaching fund at school

i did in several posts back

[marynachaotica.livejournal.com]

Well that's part of the Universe connection hon!

Ummm....could you pretty please do a Cliff Note version of that post? There's been a lot going on with me lately, and I'll probably never find it!

[spiderling.livejournal.com]

Okay this is random, but if buy 'procons' you mean writing cons World Fantasy Con is in Cleaveland OH this year and I highly recommend it! It will totally help if you are an extrovert thpugh. Everyone knows everyone but if you are willing to talk to random strangers it is so worth it.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

no i mean human anatomy and physiology society. I fear becoming more extroverted than I am now. I doubt there is anyone I wouldn't talk to

[spiderling.livejournal.com]

Ah, well Ican't help you there :) Anatomy and what not.

Still though WFC!!!!!! :)

[tinpanalley.livejournal.com]

*points to your subject line* You and me both. I hope we get out of it.

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Well, I can try and brainstorm with you but you usually hate the names I come up with.

[salomesensei.livejournal.com]

So sorry you're feeling so down. Maybe it's a time to take in rather than put out, where possible? Read a new novel or reread a favorite old one, dig into some new manga, watch some movies? *hugs*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i've been doing that too. something should be here from netflix and I am reading though the 600 page YA might be getting on my nerves.

i tend to write a lot when I'm depressed so this inability isn't helping matters

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i hate the names I come up wiht. why should you be any different?

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks and agreed

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i would love to be going to a fun con.

though I'll enjoy the anatomy one too

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

I LIKE the names I come up with.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

well yes you do