So Very Disturbing

[cornerofmadness]

The disturbing started last night when just was I was going to be and had the lights all off I saw Kanda in his kitty bed in the position. I freaked on him but far too late. He emptied a bladder full right into his bed. I was so upset. I had to put the bed outside since it reeked (figuring every cat in the world will now spray it and my place.) It’s 2 AM. The only thing I can think of is a) he’s marking territory and I’m screwed or b) the litter box is too dirty. So I dump that out and it reeks. I had meant to clean it fully but I keep having to clean up after mice and it wasn’t happening at 2 in the morning. I refill it, hot shot the carpet where pee soaked thru and go to bed.

Had more weird-ass dreams. I’m staying at my grandmother’s only the old house is much more elaborate. I’m on the second floor at first to see that it was flooded in the bathroom and that much of the old walls were totally undone. Then I’m back in the bedroom portion totally having forgotten that. I’m looking out the windows and I have to pee. I can’t find a toilet (ah the pee dreams). Then I remember that I’m in the master bath. I go in but just as I see not one but two toilets, J, my grandma’s nurse comes in to talk. I try to explain that I need to use the toilet then I notice that the second toilet has overflowed everywhere. J. says she had flushed it about an hour ago. I’m mad because there’s ankle deep water everywhere in the old house.

Mom comes upstairs very mad at J for not checking that toilet. Then we find corn down inside the unfinished old wall. It’s so hot up there it’s been popped, the corn that is. Suddenly it’s all cleaned and we’re taking J home. Dad is driving (even though we’re heading down a road in the direction that would lead to grandma’s house not away) He stops to let J out and cars just keep whizzing by. Mom remarks how busy the road is getting any more and Dad says next time he’ll drive all the way out on the back road and loop down. I mention that I do that most of the time and he mocks me and takes away my driving privileges, tells me to take a bus.

Sure enough I’m trying to catch a bus with mom but now we’re in the city. The bus has two lines, one short and one long. Naturally I try to cut into the short line but I’m told it’s ‘only for fighters.’ Perplexed I want to leave but mom doesn’t. It turns out to be like a fight club bus only more violent. They try to recruit me as one of their bitches and I’m watching the girls on the bus, all of them holding naked blackmail photos to keep them in line. (This was long and drawn out and I don’t remember much other that the girls’ naked bottoms and bloody handprints on them)

I get off the bus which reeks of blood and worse. The cops talk to me and the news flashes with several of these fighters and promoters being rounded up, screaming they’re innocent or it’s just a game meanwhile they have severed heads, gut piles and skinned faces in their place as trophies. That’s when I wake up, realize it’s a half hour before my alarm and decide just to stay up.

Go to the bathroom and see there is kibble on the floor next to the spray foam. They’ve made their way around it. Kanda was interested in that place yesterday and I kept shooing him away because I was afraid he’d gnaw on the toxic foam or get into the toilet cleaner behind the toilet.

Fuck. I have no idea what to do now. I could put another trap there and keep the door shut. But that means I have to leave the kibble out where the mice can get it because if Kanda stays in, he needs food. He wants to stay in. I want him to but it’s hard to put out traps with him around.

Comments

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

not yet

i'd take that trade off

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

You were supposed to do that LAST WEEK. Write the note tonight. Put it on his door tomorrow.

Hmmm...well, nightmares can be fun.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

if i remember

or at least interesting

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

DOOO EEEET.