to make up for crashing low yesterday
Feb. 27th, 2011 10:30 pmMy sugar decided to visit the stratosphere so I got so little done. It just drains me. I'm not even sure how this day passed. I know most of it was me on the couch fighting my brain to focus. I didn't get anywhere near done what I hoped to. I didn't grade anything or clean anything.Big bang ended up a big whimper today. I hate this. My mother hates it. My brother has taken another turn for the worse and she and my dad are there watching their children fail. I know i have other chronically ill friends on here and they probably won't argue with the idea that some days it's hard to keep going on.
I wish I'd get word from circlet press, even if it's a rejection. I wish i knew if it even got there. sigh.
it's pouring again. whee.
I did vacuum today because apparently when i left to go grocery shopping my cats disembowled each other. There was hair EVERYWHERE.
I also tried to make a quinoa fruit salad. I was going to go to an Oscar party but i felt so bad I didn't. I hate the Oscars anyhow. ANyhow WHY is the cook time for grains never right. I cooked this twice as long as it was supposed to be and it's STILL hard as a fucking rock. what a waste of money.

For the last two weeks this fuckwit has been parking on the sidewalk. THis isn't even as bad as some days. I'm the silver car on the left (that's Naru). I had to get my laundry baskets from there to past this car onto the sidewalk. let's just say I wasn't nice about it.
ETA - OMG I started to shake. my sugar went from 300 to under 100. I feel so damn horrible
I wish I'd get word from circlet press, even if it's a rejection. I wish i knew if it even got there. sigh.
it's pouring again. whee.
I did vacuum today because apparently when i left to go grocery shopping my cats disembowled each other. There was hair EVERYWHERE.
I also tried to make a quinoa fruit salad. I was going to go to an Oscar party but i felt so bad I didn't. I hate the Oscars anyhow. ANyhow WHY is the cook time for grains never right. I cooked this twice as long as it was supposed to be and it's STILL hard as a fucking rock. what a waste of money.
For the last two weeks this fuckwit has been parking on the sidewalk. THis isn't even as bad as some days. I'm the silver car on the left (that's Naru). I had to get my laundry baskets from there to past this car onto the sidewalk. let's just say I wasn't nice about it.
ETA - OMG I started to shake. my sugar went from 300 to under 100. I feel so damn horrible

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Date: 2011-02-28 03:45 am (UTC)Sympathy on the blood sugar swoops. There just has to be a way to get that under control. Hang in there.
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Date: 2011-02-28 03:55 am (UTC)i wish there were. i feel like i'm coming undone
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Date: 2011-02-28 10:25 am (UTC)Hope your sugar's settled down a bit by now. That sounds rotten.
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Date: 2011-02-28 02:37 pm (UTC)maybe. it's hard to say I feel weird but i didn't sleep much so who knows
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Date: 2011-02-28 02:32 pm (UTC)Sorry about the sugar pogo. There has to be a way to get it under control.
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Date: 2011-02-28 03:36 pm (UTC)i wish there were
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Date: 2011-02-28 02:36 pm (UTC)I hope your sugar has evened out today.
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Date: 2011-02-28 03:30 pm (UTC)thanks