dilated eyes

[cornerofmadness]

oh how fun it is to drive with you. The good news is, no diabetic changes in my retina (thankfully), no changes in vision, no need for readers (hahaha younger brother, you need them I don't).

Put my grades in. I have to confess I'm a little concerned that I'm the only prof out of the three of us that has begun work on the anatomy lectures. They've been kicking my ass for 6 weeks now and I've only got 2 units done per class. I think it's time for someone to stand up if they're going to pull these out their ass.

My chair isn't too happy I have to miss the first meeting. Sorry. surgeon wants me back and it's this or miss class to go. I'm not happy about it either. I WANT to be in the meeting (mostly because of my need to control things and the best way to do that in the dept is to you know be active in it)

I don't feel well. The g.i. distress has added nausea and fever to it. sigh. Just because i have to drive home soon.

Soul wants to sit in my lap. I'm holding him and crying because i know that these are my last moments like this with him. I mentioned putting plastic down everywhere well except for one bare spot for him to sleep on and under his food. tonight he peed all over his food and water. I don't care what the vet says there is something WRONG with him. And neither vet could take the cats for boarding. I had to go back to another boarder who is way out in nowheresville. She informed me the no-kill shelter in Columbus will no longer take cats outside of the county. ANyone live in Columbus and wanna help out if need be?

I'm even more depressed. one of the nursing students who used to live here in the apts where i do just posted on fb she bought a house. now I feel even more like a loser.


And last but definitely not least, I hope my friends in the London area are okay and the idiocy stops. (I would also like the idiocy to stop here but that's not likely to happen. Oh look stock market crashed again, there goes my IRA)

oh and THANK YOU Germany for this bowling with severed heads I would totally bowl if i could have one of these


ETA - This lady is fascinating. How have I never heard of her? Oh right, she's Australian and we don't even learn about American women of note in history classes over here. the white mouse




such great cloud cover