i think i hear things
Nov. 8th, 2011 12:52 amI swear I heard that the committee I volunteered for was about retirement (as in honoring them as they leave) but no it's about retirement planning. Okay a) i loathe finances b) i know nothing about finances c) it's a highly contentious committee and that makes me more anxious than i can say. I sat around at the meeting being bored listening to the actuarians we were interviewing talking (and some of us trading jibs). At one point I think I was so bored that I slipped through time. I swore I could hear a pow wow. No lie. I have no idea what that is about. I think this is going to be a big mistake.
my sugar has been freaking out it was 107 when i went to bed, today it was nearly 400 then fell to 160. It's making me feel like crap and in the middle of that meeting my arm went into a spasm. Okay next time I'm up there seeing the surgeon i'm going to make him actually TOUCH me. feel this. is this right? what the hell are these lumps under my skin. some of those lumps were knots since i did get them to relax. this typing on a lap top is murdering me. explain the attraction people have for these things beyond the portablity?
today's snippet Smoke hung in the air, thick and acrid. She tried not to think about it. It was easier to remain numb. She didn't really know what else to do other than to let Drake take control. Archana had never been in charge of her own life. Within the temple, life was simple enough. She knew what to do. It was a routine that rarely varied.
Now that was gone and if she let the numbness slip, there was only uncertainty and fear waiting for her. Drake and Blackwood knew this world where she did not. Archana knew she had to trust them and the one thing she could do for them was not let the reporters know she was afraid.
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my sugar has been freaking out it was 107 when i went to bed, today it was nearly 400 then fell to 160. It's making me feel like crap and in the middle of that meeting my arm went into a spasm. Okay next time I'm up there seeing the surgeon i'm going to make him actually TOUCH me. feel this. is this right? what the hell are these lumps under my skin. some of those lumps were knots since i did get them to relax. this typing on a lap top is murdering me. explain the attraction people have for these things beyond the portablity?
today's snippet Smoke hung in the air, thick and acrid. She tried not to think about it. It was easier to remain numb. She didn't really know what else to do other than to let Drake take control. Archana had never been in charge of her own life. Within the temple, life was simple enough. She knew what to do. It was a routine that rarely varied.
Now that was gone and if she let the numbness slip, there was only uncertainty and fear waiting for her. Drake and Blackwood knew this world where she did not. Archana knew she had to trust them and the one thing she could do for them was not let the reporters know she was afraid.

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Date: 2011-11-08 02:10 pm (UTC)Slipping through time might not be so bad. Hopefully, that pounding you heard wasn't your heart going 'bom bom bom'.
Your sugar thing, very scary.
I like that snippet, too.
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Date: 2011-11-08 07:48 pm (UTC)it was only my heart if it learned to do the chanting too
very
thanks. i'm trying to show a rather quiet courage on her part by illustrating she has been very isolated and yet keeps going now that that safe harbor is gone
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Date: 2011-11-09 02:46 am (UTC)I can't type on my laptop without a pillow under my right elbow. Letting my arm hang out in space while I typed was stretching something in my shoulder, which was very painful. I don't know where you're using your netbook, but if you're not supporting your arms, that could be a problem.
What on earth is making your shoulder tie itself in knots? That can't be normal.
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Date: 2011-11-09 03:34 am (UTC)I like my laptop, but I have it on a desk with a support so it's lifted a bit and angled toward me. I don't type on it for long, tho'.
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Date: 2011-11-09 03:40 am (UTC)i don't mind the netbook for short bursts but for 2 weeks now....
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Date: 2011-11-09 03:43 am (UTC)no real support and the couch is broken too so no help there
i have no idea. that damn surgeon is going to touch it and tell me what it feels like to him or i'm throwing a wobbly in his office.
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Date: 2011-11-10 11:40 am (UTC)I have a netbook, but also a full-size wireless keyboard. Actually a full-size ergonomic keyboard with the curve and the raised center because the tiny keyboard was too small for doing a lot of typing. And a wireless mouse. Wired would work as well. Then you only use the laptop keyboard when you're away from home.
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Date: 2011-11-10 04:05 pm (UTC)maybe i'll shove my keyboard into it and see what happens