Maybe I'm wrong

[cornerofmadness]

but I find this rude. One door down from the laundromat is the library. One door past that is the Baptist church which has a small field behind it. In the fall they host pee wee football and in the spring soccer. Turns out that was today. I couldn't even get near the laundromat because these people took all the spaces. I just blocked one of their dumb asses in until a spaced opened. We have sidewalks. It's not like they'd be walking their kids in the street. I think it's very rude to block the entire parking lot of a business.

Today felt like a waste of getting out of bed. I wanted to finish at least something, my last slashfest, my final exam anything but my sugar is just bouncing like a ball. I feel awful. Worse it's killing the nerves in my left foot which is not only scary but painful as all hell.

All I did was lie around and finish a book, start a new one, finished a Netflix that took over 2 weeks to get to (I should suspend Netflix in April) and finally got around to doing something on the slashfest. I keep saying it but I keep meaning it, I'm tired of writing sex. This makes me a bad erotica writer, doesn't it?

I had done some house hunting last night and sent the links to my parents. My dad's response: why is it the places you send looks like there should be a still out back and a beat up truck in front???

Because I live in hell.

Comments

[virtualpapercut.livejournal.com]

Hey there! Admist the rudeness (ugh) and pain (I hate that for you) and desire to get work done despite it all, I note your thing about writing sex scenes. I fear I'm in the same place wi my romance/erotic fic. Only so many ways to give a BJ, you know? Even when co-writing, I'm not always enjoying the need to "finish the sex scene." I think it's unavoidable, yet annoying.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Hey! Thank god I'm not the only one for eany of these things!

The pain is bad. Worst, I am a podiatrist and I KNOW all too well what happens once the feeling goes and that tends to crimp the positive attitude.

Yes, that's it exactly. I'm afraid to say this on my one author's group but this is how I feel. I love writing the whole story but the sex scenes feel like a slog some days.

Also, failed to meet Storm Moon's deadline for the anthology BUT am thinking I'll send the story to them as a novella when done.