What if I'm not enough

[cornerofmadness]

Abby Scuito posed that question tonight and it's one, I admit, I've asked often in regards to myself. What If I'm Not enough? Sometimes I feel like not much at all. Other days I'm unstoppable. I just need to concentrate on the unstoppable days.

It was not a good day. For some reason I do not know (I have to call tech support) my new computer keeps defaulting to Pacific time. I caught it at 10pm last night. Then I got busy editing my scarred soldier novel and didn't realize when it hit midnight it reset to Pacific time. By the time I was getting sleepy, I thought it was quarter to midnight (I was lost in the novel) and it turned out it was 1:45am! So I got no sleep and felt queasy all day. Also my skin got all freaked out because it's SEVENTY again today. Gah.

First off I ended up with two blood blisters in my mouth. I have no idea how/why. I did a foolish thing. I know I have issues but I must just admit it to myself. I can no longer eat fried foods. Period. I had fish and chips. Three hours later I was in agony and so horribly nauseous. In three hours food should be digested and moved out of your stomach. Nothing of the kind here as I threw up. My throat is burned and my voice a harsh whisper. Those blood blisters burst in the process and naturally all this happens after I take my insulin so I have to keep monitoring my sugar. Sigh


Also I wanted to say thanks to those who weighed in on the world building post. That makes it so much fun for me.

I completely forgot Lost Girl was back on. I think I'm done with it. The parents are still watching it but honestly Bo is too stupid for me. I don't get why anyone fights for her. Anyone still watching this?

Speaking of TV I saw the Spenser centric episode but it seemed like I missed one (like where he got a girl friend) how did that happen?

I feel like hell so no decluttering today.

For the kindness section I give you the Mellow Mushroom. I would buy their pizza