I'm at the teeth pulling point
Sep. 9th, 2015 11:58 pmEvery story has one. Where you know where you are and you know where you need to be but the road between the two is a black hole sucking your will to write ever again unless it's the protagonists bloody death.
This is compounded by the fact that I'm dredging up 11 year old memories and failing. This is making me sad. Like for instance, could I walk to Lake Colby from the Cassadaga Hotel (I think so) does Colby Park have parking? Does the path to the eerie steps that remain of Colby's house lie on a path that includes the lake?
And compounded more by the fact that i think first dates are kinda boring. Even when you're on them and you're enjoying talking to the other person. Yeah that's nice but to anyone watching this? Snoozefest. I've already interrupted one such session with a psychic vampire. I'm going to move into first kisses because a) short story b) need to get this fucker moving but bah. Even the looming deadline and my deep desire to be in this anthology and sharing grandma's recipes isn't moving me. Maybe if I found Florida more interesting....
So anything two psychics can talk about on a first date anyone? One's geeky, the other is a bit geeky but not a complete geek.
Speaking of which still no one ever read my Vegas story (not you guys, you know what I mean, others not on my flist.) SIGH.
And I have no reviews at all on Soldiers almost three weeks later and stories that came out afterward are plastered with reviews. I guess I know how I'm received.
Had a weird thing happen today. The anime/gaming students were approached by a new faculty member who likes gaming but not anime and rather bashed all over it and sort of hinted around about coming to the gaming sessions. I told them if this person becomes more uncomfortable to be around I'll come to the meetings and sort them out. I don't usually go to the gaming/anime watching sessions because a) I think it would weird them out b) I'm faculty advisor NOT mom and c) I have other things to do but will go if they need me.

This is compounded by the fact that I'm dredging up 11 year old memories and failing. This is making me sad. Like for instance, could I walk to Lake Colby from the Cassadaga Hotel (I think so) does Colby Park have parking? Does the path to the eerie steps that remain of Colby's house lie on a path that includes the lake?
And compounded more by the fact that i think first dates are kinda boring. Even when you're on them and you're enjoying talking to the other person. Yeah that's nice but to anyone watching this? Snoozefest. I've already interrupted one such session with a psychic vampire. I'm going to move into first kisses because a) short story b) need to get this fucker moving but bah. Even the looming deadline and my deep desire to be in this anthology and sharing grandma's recipes isn't moving me. Maybe if I found Florida more interesting....
So anything two psychics can talk about on a first date anyone? One's geeky, the other is a bit geeky but not a complete geek.
Speaking of which still no one ever read my Vegas story (not you guys, you know what I mean, others not on my flist.) SIGH.
And I have no reviews at all on Soldiers almost three weeks later and stories that came out afterward are plastered with reviews. I guess I know how I'm received.
Had a weird thing happen today. The anime/gaming students were approached by a new faculty member who likes gaming but not anime and rather bashed all over it and sort of hinted around about coming to the gaming sessions. I told them if this person becomes more uncomfortable to be around I'll come to the meetings and sort them out. I don't usually go to the gaming/anime watching sessions because a) I think it would weird them out b) I'm faculty advisor NOT mom and c) I have other things to do but will go if they need me.

