here goes nothing

i printed out my blood sugars for the doctor. Seeing them together...it's a frightening thing. I went from 20 starting units of insulin to 42 as of last night with NO change in my sugar. And I'm still getting massive surges when i don't eat and drops when i do which is exactly opposite of what SHOULD be happening.

And weirdly yesterday in the early evening I get a collect call from the Jackson County Prison from someone I don't know. I hung up while the prison system was telling me how they'd be monitoring the call. I'm thinking if you're incarcerated and you get your one call shouldn't you call a number you KNOW? I'm thinking he was trying to get 'Toya' whoever she is. Her family calls here all the time and even when they get the message saying Dr. Evans lives here they still leave a message for her.

If it wasn't so damn expensive I might have taken the call just to see what he wanted.

writing meme

got this from iheartnickcath

Comment with two characters I write, and I'll write you their first kiss. It may be just an idea, a sentence, or an entire fic; my mind works in mysterious ways.

And let's be reasonable here. I could probably swing just about any het ship you want in my fandom (with exceptions, looking at a few characters in Buffy and FMA) but you know what very few slash ones I do. Don't make me frown. (selecting Andrew for anything gets Feral!Connor sicced on you)

and the first one to comment on how my mind works...you don't even want to know what happens to you

forgetting my troubles with flowery picspam

He put me on short acting insulin at meals. It made my sugar skyrocket tonight. Gonna test me for Cushings as well...and I don't even want to think about it any more so here, flowers

What do you mean you’re not out here to wait on me? FLOWERS? You have GOT to be kidding

The WTH was I thinking Hot Pink Begonia

Mt Fuji strikes again

basket of blue

Gothling

Gah you have a digital camera and you still didn’t get a good shot of me. It’s not like I’m MOVING or anything

I will claw your eyes out for this. It better not get on the Net

forgot to mention

Doc does think me taking Alli when it comes out might be good or considering the lapband procedure since diet and exercise has done jack for me. Ought to be interesting.

And I tried to get my x-rays sent to the new doctor and they WOULDNT do it. I guess since I stopped practicing HIPPA has it's head up its ass even further. I'm NOT allowed to request MY records be sent to my new doctor. I have to sign a release with him first. But he's 50 miles away and I'm NOT making 100 mile trip for this (and the appt was made in too short of time to mail stuff) so they WILL mail to the ordering doc here in town. So i had them do that. I'll go THERE and get it

And then there was the completely inappropriate moment in the doctor's office looking up at the TV screen and seeing Falwell had died and saying outloud (however quite softly) 'ding dong the wicked witch is dead' (sorry it was the first thing to mind. I can't even pretend to be sad at this)