Jan. 12th, 2009
I feel Bad
Jan. 12th, 2009 09:21 pmPhysically and emotionally. WOke up an hour before the alarm to a massive migraine that lasted all day with horrendous nausea and slurred speech and difficulty picking words. My students probably thought I was drunk. Then I twisted my back wrong
But really that pales against the whole emotional 'bad' (okay granted at 1130AM when I was both starving and three seconds from puking at the same time was bad or the whole IBS issue today....a day when I wore button fly trousers with a front flap (that hides the fly) filled with snaps... just screw you body)
I feel bad because I'm not sure I can keep orange kitty. Roy doesn't seem to mind him....much (did bloody his nose though). Roy had issues before and started spraying the house but that might have b een from the kitty last year or from the total asskicking he recieved. I don't have room for another litter box (just ask ELD about that one) nor do I really have the money to board two cats for the length of time I'm often gone). It's sort of a wait and see (oh and he has a terrible underbite, it's really quite silly)
I feel bad because the coworker I'm not fond of did something incredibly unexpected and nice for me. I was admiring a thunderbird she had from a Canada tribe and when she went back to Canada for the holidays she brought me back one.I'm like wow...just wow. I feel so conflicted.
I feel REALLY bad because thanks to some advisors totally disregarding the course prereqs and thanks to the software not working when the students signed up on line I'm going to have to eliminate a lot of students. It's totally unfair.
Hell I even feel bad playing this online came Travian that
sarakat got me into. I was doing so nicely and now there's s twit taking the bullying conquerer a bit too far. I'm not entirely sure why I don't just delete this thing. Like do I need this?
Couldn't even cook dinner. Tried. the smell of the raw chicken was all it took. Bleach. I'm okay so long as I don't move. Any movement makes me ill and to top it all off, after 10 hours at work today I forgot my folder with the flash in it so i can't even work on my lecture.
wow...this is whiney




But really that pales against the whole emotional 'bad' (okay granted at 1130AM when I was both starving and three seconds from puking at the same time was bad or the whole IBS issue today....a day when I wore button fly trousers with a front flap (that hides the fly) filled with snaps... just screw you body)
I feel bad because I'm not sure I can keep orange kitty. Roy doesn't seem to mind him....much (did bloody his nose though). Roy had issues before and started spraying the house but that might have b een from the kitty last year or from the total asskicking he recieved. I don't have room for another litter box (just ask ELD about that one) nor do I really have the money to board two cats for the length of time I'm often gone). It's sort of a wait and see (oh and he has a terrible underbite, it's really quite silly)
I feel bad because the coworker I'm not fond of did something incredibly unexpected and nice for me. I was admiring a thunderbird she had from a Canada tribe and when she went back to Canada for the holidays she brought me back one.I'm like wow...just wow. I feel so conflicted.
I feel REALLY bad because thanks to some advisors totally disregarding the course prereqs and thanks to the software not working when the students signed up on line I'm going to have to eliminate a lot of students. It's totally unfair.
Hell I even feel bad playing this online came Travian that
Couldn't even cook dinner. Tried. the smell of the raw chicken was all it took. Bleach. I'm okay so long as I don't move. Any movement makes me ill and to top it all off, after 10 hours at work today I forgot my folder with the flash in it so i can't even work on my lecture.
wow...this is whiney




For I am Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky
Author-
cornerofmadness
Disclaimer- nope not a Holstein. All rights belong to Ms. Arakawa
Rating – PG-13
Pairing – Ling/Ran Fan
Timeline – Manga verse, right after the final battle, spoilers up to chapter 91
Summary – He has been hollowed out.
Author’s Note – written for the
picfor1000 challenge. The image is here
Thanks to
evil_little_dog for the beta. A drabble with characters of your choice for the first person to guess where that title was paraphrased from (no, not you, ELD)
Word Count- 1000 exactly
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( Waking up did nothing dispel the horrible emptiness in him )
Author-
Disclaimer- nope not a Holstein. All rights belong to Ms. Arakawa
Rating – PG-13
Pairing – Ling/Ran Fan
Timeline – Manga verse, right after the final battle, spoilers up to chapter 91
Summary – He has been hollowed out.
Author’s Note – written for the
Thanks to
Word Count- 1000 exactly
XXXX
( Waking up did nothing dispel the horrible emptiness in him )

