hormones

I've eaten more today than I did all week last week and could eat more and only mildly nauseated or the hormones are suppressing it. Ah womanhood.

Went to the doctor today. She's concerned about the fact upping my insulin made me gain 10 pounds (sigh), about how the fat is being laid down (she wants me to have the endocrinologist do another cortisol study) and concerned over my stomach. I have a doctor's apt to see the gastroenterologist tomorrow. Not the one I wanted to see mind you but they only have TWO now (down from 5 last year) and if I want the other one it'll be April. This is the this guy's last chance.

And naturally the first honest heavy snowfall happened while I was up there waiting for my pills today. You know, 2 inches under two hours instead of that quarter inch that took all day to accumulate and yet closed every school for 50 miles around. I'm still trying to figure out why the salt/plow trucks were driving around dispensing no salt and not making with the plow.

Since my sugar is really high (because all the insulin did was make me fatter and did nothing to help correct my sugar) I didn't declutter anything but here, have last night's declutter.
Day 19 19 item tossed- A box why kept- Found it in the closet no idea how it got there. Why tossed - It was a box from silvrethorn, no clue why I dumped it in the closet, serves no purpose