A tale of two doctors

I had to get up way too early today to go to the doctors. I tried to go to bed early. Instead I was still up at 3 AM. I got maybe 3 hours total sleep. The bad news is those are definitely lumps in my right breast but I'm not worried per se. I have fibrocystic breast disease so it means another round of ultrasound and playing find the lump withe a needle and syringe.

I went from there to do laundry then down to the other doctor. At least my HgA1c was better so my diabetes is slowly but surely improving. I talked with his PA for a while discussing the possibility of me saying fuck this shit and doing what I should have done in the first place and go to PA school. But man the paperwork and Obama's shit made it 1000 times worse. Do I really want to start that up in my 50s?

And if you want to know why I'm so unhappy I live here.
10 worst places to live in OH I spend most of my time in Jackson/Wellston. Portsmouth is close and I'm not sure why Gallipolis isn't on the list anywhere because it's shittier than Jackson. Also Chillicothe was ranked 15th which is also close and now comes with a serial killer. Fun times.

I did manage to get 6 pots out of the storage unit and got all the tomatoes and herbs planted.

For my friends who do web serials that link has some interesting suggestions.

I’m not crazy I'm a genuis

Speaking of which Happy birthday Tesla I think I would have liked him

I'm STILL struggling to get anything going on my FMA big bang. I know the series I want to do (sorrow). In that I've had Ishvalan anti-reintegration groups twice, a serial killing alchemist and an insane chimera. I'm trying to figure out what the plot would be before I just have 5000K of random scenes. I know the daily life stuff but I have no overreaching plot. I was thinking bradley supporters out to kill Olivier and the new government but I've done that elsewhere too. Hmmm

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I'm too exhausted to deal with the self love thing. I'll double up on it tomorrow.