Nothing is going my way

I don't feel well. I am exhausted for no known reason and I NEED this time to clean up this shit hole of an apartment. I didn't get much done today.

I've made a decision that will be unpopular. I was supposed to go to Columbus this weekend but it's just the chemistry scholarship. I'm biology. There's only one candidate. So I'd be running the table for recruitment and we PAY people for that shit. No one will reimburse me for the hotel so I just don't want to waste 100$ of my own money on this. I'm going to call off. It'll free me up to go to rathacon as well. I feel bad about it but I just don't see why I either a) have to get up by 4 AM for this or b) pay to stay in Columbus.

I tried to call the guy in Salt Lake and now can't find him online or the phone number I had written. My internet is so slow I can't search well. I didn't pay him so if I have to make other plans I'll feel like an ass (maybe that should have been the subject line) but whatever. I'm nervous that the website can't be found now.

I did manage to edit two chapters of Blood Red and realized what I had done. I was doing the chapters by chapter and NOT putting them in the main document. I decided to start recreating it as the third version of the goddamn thing.

L called me today. The crew met for trivia night. We lost by one point. Darn it. But it was good.