No writerly ways

Trying to do the night of writing dangerously. Failing. Probably because it's been three days of hell. I don't get this way as often as I used to but it's been three days of obsessing on worst case scenarios. Haven't slept much nor eaten much for that matter. The vasculitis is back. If I can get thru the next two days I think it will be okay.

My only relief has been thanks to LC and R on Jana's FB and the word sprints. I don't see my friends like I used to. Hardly anyone chats any more. A lot of people text of course but I have limited texts and don't want to burn them all in a couple of nights when I could do the same in FB's chat window for free for example. Having them there was a life line.

Tomorrow will either go fine or fulfill my nightmares. I'm trying not to think about it because it's sucking my creativity dry.

On the good side I've broken 30K (I'll bbl with a final score widget) and I'm impressed by, jealous of and proud of silvrethorn for finishing her nano novella (she still has more to 'win' nano but she has this done). Way to go!

Also I finished the edits given to me by evil_little_dog and tinhutlady so thank you very much for that.