Going to need to take a break from social media

For a few days because it just keeps getting worse and worse and while I agree with all the anger, it's also pulling me down the rabbit hole. When I have to start thinking of things to keep myself alive, I need to back off. I'll just looking at my friends I enjoy talking to and be done with it. I can't drown in the sea of fury and pain.

THough there was something funny on twitter today. I was in a conversation with bondage and Prodigal Son (i.e. Malcolm and his cuffs) and everyone is like you do great cuff stuff….and then I realized Lou, Aurora and Tom had been looped into the conversation. Head desk. I have to remember some people tag in the actors for EVERYTHING. I'm like why would you think these people care about some of the things I've seen people tweet at them. It's weird to me.

I spent too much time on work stuff today but that's probably good. Otherwise my mind would be whispering to me too much, telling me bad things.