Still say I came home too early

Can't seem to get PT to come for a visit and my parents are tired of my pain and yes my pessimism. I know that I should try to be positive but it's hard and I hurt and it's been so long. At least in the home I had two hours of PT a day (granted I'm probably doing more now than then) and no one gave a crap if I whined because no one was listening anyhow.

I didn't sleep all night again. I blame emotional turmoil. It's so odd losing a favorite show can feel like losing something more important. I am holding out a small hope HBOMax or someone will pick it up. Prodigal Son has been trending on twitter for nearly a day since the cancelation. going up toward 8000 signatures to save it on a petition, over 24K in tweets in a matter of a few hours. But it was hard last night seeing some of the older stars mourning the loss. The younger ones seem to be trying to be positive.


I forgot to mention yesterday that my mail was finally forwarded. I haven't had the mental capacity to look at the ones where the insurance plans to fight me. I'm hoping that's all about the home that one time that got resolved. I'm hoping I don't need to set up a go fund me. I do have two checks in there for ambulance rides. It won't come close to covering it but it's better than nothing.

But what else that was in there was a notice to write to my donor. I had NO idea I got someone's anterior tibalis tendon to repair my knee. I will write the donor family. I really will. It's strange thinking about it though, someone else's tendon is holding my knee together.


Prodigal Son is on tonight. If you want to help #saveprodigalson is the hash tag. We're trending here and in the UK. Who knows maybe something good will happen