How tired am I

So tired when I tried to signal a left turn onto my road, I put down the window instead. When I rolled into the parking lot, I couldn't figure out why the car wouldn't shut off. I was pushing the fan knob instead of the off button. Probably a good thing I was getting out of the car.

I had to make up the 2 hour bone test today and twice tomorrow. I had students in my office ALL day, but at least it was a) last year's student checking up to be sure I'm okay and honestly upset I'm going through this b) a h.s. junior who wants to go to med school and can I help him. I did and now friday I have to tell him I made a mistake. (I had forgotten you can't take gen chem and physics at the same time because of scheduling).

When I got home I had two get well packages from evil_little_dog and silvrethorn pretty healing stones, candles,teas and some books. I am very happy.

I need to stop doomscrolling on ALL social media. I found out my local library was forced to cancel Krampus and issue an apology for having a Krampus night planned by closed fuckwits who don't even know it IS from Christian tradition. I'm getting very tired of the religious right refusing to allow ANYTHING that isn't in their narrow purvey and I have been mad for hours. this isn't good for me.


What I Just Finished Reading:

Making it So - Patrick Stewart. Loved it, even when he was honest about some of his own bad behavior


Greywaren - the last of the Raven series and even if it wasn't it killed my desire to read more

Blue Exorcist #22 loved it

Wild Girls - Tiya Miles a nonfiction look at intersectional feminism and how nature shaped these women

What I am Currently Reading:

The Reformatory by tanarive due, Stephen King loved this. I find it SLOW. (and ugly because this shit happened.)

Ghostbuster manga - god freaking awful

What I Plan to Read Next: The Widows

Snippet - Under the street lamp, it fluttered, caught in a branch. Blue material covered in roses, it was an attractive scarf. Someone would be sorry they lost it. She hadn’t expected him to chase after it, especially after the breeze snatched it from the branch. It fluttered closer to him. Robert reached for it. the blue scarf spun on the wind and suddenly twisted around his neck. He let out a gargled cry as he was jerked off his feet.

50620 / 50000 words. 101% done!