One step away from breakdown

Today nothing went right. One of my international cards came back for no reason, nothing stamped on it, addy is right (It's Darkstar's and we've been exchanging cards forever and I double checked it) but I forgot to stop at the post office. Forgot I needed to go to Kroger's until the last minute. Found a giftcard on the couch NOT in the package I mailed out on monday, found the one set of cards are so DARK BLUE you can't write on them or their envelopes so had to use stickers to do that, knocked the garbage can over in the kitchen and it exploded everywhere, couldn't find the blanket I wrap Rocket's outside box in as a layer of warmth, found it hours later inside covered in wood chips (also for warmth) which exploded all over me and the house, had to vacuum forever, including my socks.

The holiday party at work was nice. The food was meh but the company was good. I do work with good people who are relatively concerned for me.

What has me really worried is that port that wouldn't heal finally lost the scab BUT under there was dehiscence, filled with bad tissue that might be leaking in a corner. Worse it's now obvious without the scab, that not only did the glue not hold, neither did the inner suture, this thing dips in deep enough to hold a pea. I don't think it's infected in any way but there could be something brewing under that gross tissue.


In better things, I really enjoyed tonight's Guy's Grocery Games as they showcased Best Buddies which is a group that helps people with cognitive/developmental challenges and let three of these young people cook with the chefs. It's not a group I knew so now I want to know more.

What I Just Finished Reading:


Noragami Stray God #23 and Blue exorcist #23, this is the time of year I don't finish too much as I save up a lot for the start of the 2024 challenges

What I am Currently Reading:


Strangely Beautiful by Leannae Renee Hieber

What I Plan to Read Next: The Widows, The Reformatory, My Bones Your blood