Another day lost

[cornerofmadness]

Swear to god it's flying by without me getting to do much. Tonight was the win 100$ at the casino birthday drawings for June birthdays so I went with mom. I actually did pretty good. Won about 200$, came home with considerable less. The buffet was better, the prime rib was very good today. The fruit bar was amazing. I could have eaten my weight in blackberries I hit the noodle bar and got a taro bubble tea which was mostly evaporated milk and no flavor. sigh

And something strange happened. It's happened before but not so dramatically in a while. I was happy, coming off winning 120$ and I was walking to another machine and boom, like a switch flipped I was angry, so VERY angry and restless. (and that's when I lost most of my money but that was after the mood change, not the cause of it)

That seems like the only thing I've done. I don't know where the time is going and why so very fucking little is getting done. I'm getting pretty angry with myself


Thursday fan rec

From evil_little_dog a comment fic to me in the Buffyverse any pet at all

From all_choseny the next chapter in her Seasonal Spuffy story Breaking the Habit