It'll be a hard night

[cornerofmadness]

But again thank all of you for your support and condolences. It means so much.

And I'm filled with regrets I didn't just do this yesterday. My reasons (the driving home so far) were valid but Kanda, after me taking him to the vet two days in a row, is now terrified I'll do it again (and of course he's right). So he runs every time he sees me.

I let him sleep in the room, such as either of us slept. Every time I moved he went and hid.

Tonight once he leaves my bedroom I'll have to lock the door. I can get to him in any other space here but there. If he's under the bed I'm unable to get him.

I'm trying to decide if I want my friend to drive me or not tomorrow.

Comments

[trobadora]

*HUGS*

[cornerofmadness]

thank you

[kerk_hiraeth]

Get your friend if you can; that way you can be with him on the way.

[cornerofmadness]

I may. She's about halfway between here and the vet's

[ysilme]

Oh dear, what bad luck that he now is afraid of you taking him. I keep my fingers crossed that things imporve until tomorrow, and Kanda won't be too hard to catch. This shouldn't happen to you, none of this should. *hugs again*
Having a friend driving you is perhaps a sensible idea.

[sylvanwitch]

Oh, hon... Man, this whole thing just sucks, and I'm so sorry for Kanda and for you. Maybe you should let your friend drive you? You might not be in any shape to drive, after (?).

[cornerofmadness]

I may have her drive me from her place (right next to the school) to the vet and then I can chill in my office or her place after

and thank you

[mdlbear]

You should probably let your friend drive you. It's good to have a friend when you're grieving, and it's a lot harder to drive with tears in your eyes.

[rahirah]

Aw, man. :hugs:

[cornerofmadness]

Yeah I know. thanks

[cornerofmadness]

Yes it is, thank you

[cornerofmadness]

Thanks so much. I appreciate it.

I think I'll call my friend in the morning

[aaronlisa]

((hugs))

[cornerofmadness]

thank you