One step forward three steps back

[cornerofmadness]

Back so far I'm surprised I can see where I had been yesterday. I could barely stand. I'm a moment from vomiting all day. The pain is so bad, they're trying to redo all my meds for pain to balance barfing with the feeling like my leg is coming off at the knee while the rest of it is on fire.

It didn't help that PT started picking at the emotional scabs and the fear that is also holding me back. It needed doing but I can't entirely hold it together. I don't like anxiety meds. they sedate me too much. I might need them.

In better news spikedluv sent me a coloring book of sarcastic memes. I love it. Thank you.

How about that Wednesday reading meme

The last book I read

Widdershins by Jordan L. Hawk, historical urban fantasy mystery, LGBT. I enjoyed it.


What I'm Reading Now

I know this will make some of my friends jealous. I got hold of an ARC of C.S. Harris's upcoming book, What the Devil Knows so far so good as usual.

Also working on the Memorist by MK Rose (I think) it's strange.

What I'm Reading Next I don't even know what I have here but it'll b e something.

Comments

[badly_knitted]

*hugs* Hope the meds get sorted soon so you can start to feel better.

[cornerofmadness]

thank you

[sylvanwitch]

Ugh, I'm sorry you're struggling and having so much pain, and I hope they're able to balance things out for you, so you CAN go home. I'm sure you'd as much like to be home as the insurance company would like you to go there--lol! ;-)

[cornerofmadness]

Thanks so much. I would like to stay here another week to get stronger

[spikedluv]

Oh man, I'm so sorry to hear that! Probably trying to walk and being moved on the same day didn't do you any favors.

I hope they get your meds sorted so you can feel better and not be nauseous.

Yay! I'm glad you finally got the coloring book! And that you like the sarcastic memes. I thought they would come in handy as a mood brightener.

OMG, I AM SOOOOO JEALOUS!!!

[cornerofmadness]

Thanks. Me too. Right now I'm a wee bit better pain wise but I'm one step from puking. Not surprising. I don't tolerate narcotics


Me too. I've already found my first coloring project from that (once I get past this test week). It should be fun. I'd rather do that than make a test.

I knew you'd be jealous :)

[enemytosleep]

hopefully today was a little better (sounds like maybe the first day of walking was a little too much for you). ♥ I had my first covid shot today and feel like dogshit the last 6 hours so fingers crossed this is the worst it gets!

[cornerofmadness]

Today was not but thank you.

I hope you're feeling better post shot