For Leni

[cornerofmadness]

Leni asked for a story for a certain picture and here's my little ficlet for her.  It's Willow pov

AWAKENING
Darn Spike, it’s all his fault. Well, Buffy started it but she doesn’t even know anything’s going on. Only Anya knows. Figures she’d be the one to bust me checking out the toys on the internet. She cheerfully informed me that the UK was the best place to buy unless I wanted leather and then it was Australia. Thank Hecate she didn’t want to know who I was buying the toys for.
Thanksgiving kinda set my world askew. It started innocently enough with Spike being all tied up so he wouldn’t kill us all. I mean, who believed him when he said he couldn’t hurt humans. After all, he tried killing me once and had that performance anxiety. But it really was true, he couldn’t hurt us.
I should never have given Spike that cookie. That’s what started it all. He looked so cute and helpless and when I shoved that cookie in his big mouth, I felt the control I had over him and it felt good. I’ve heard Anya and Xander talking about their little games with scarves and food. I had tried hard not to listen but darn it, they were right.
Funny thing was, I couldn’t get the image of Spike tied up out of my mind. It’s not like I wanted him in my head but like an unwanted house guest, there he was. Still, thoughts of him tied up, helpless, having to do my will, made my thighs quiver. What was wrong with me? Not to mention, there was something so sensual about feeding someone. I had never tried that with Oz.
The thoughts carried over into my dreams, strange wonderful nightscapes where I was in charge and he liked it. I tried to ignore them at first. Wasn’t I the good girl? Faith was the one who tied up her men. Maybe Anya too when she was being really wild. But little innocent Willow didn’t do things like that.
Still, I couldn’t not think about it. Maybe it was time to admit I was a bad girl, too. I mean, the dreams had become reality weeks ago. Do I tell the others about us? Nah, it’s none of their business.
I took a can of whipped cream and some fresh strawberries out of the fridge and headed to his bedroom. He had a little apartment now since hello, Buffy and I share a dorm room and I was just not into having sex in a crypt, ewwww.
I paused in the doorway. He looked so good against the blue of his sheets, so pale and vulnerable cuffed as he was with mink-lined leather - Thank you Anya for showing me that site. His lips would look so sexy as I offered them a strawberry. I shook the can of whipped cream. "Time to play, Spike."

Comments

[leni-ba.livejournal.com]

*blink*

*blinkblink*

Did you just do what I think you did? W/S! W/S! You actually wrote sexy, playful W/S... with cuffs!

*hugs tight until you can't breathe*

And it even makes sense and can fit into canon! *SMOOCH* Thanks!

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

*snicker*

That's right. Bring out the dom in Willow.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Yep, it's W/S. I actually kinda like that ship to be honest. I just never write it. Glad you liked it.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Everyone has one hidden in her somewhere.

[mzzgoddessblue.livejournal.com]

I was a mad W/S at one stage...loved the idea of them together!!!!!!!!! And I think I just about fell over when I read this...you????? writing fun W/S???????????????? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

It was even more cutesy fun when I had the idea a day and half ago but the iron cooled on me. Glad you liked it though.