Fat Tuesday

[cornerofmadness]

And it's raining. I don't just mean a little. I mean buckets. Half of saturday and all of sunday (literally) it snowed. We had several inches. yesterday was nearly 50 and it became to melt. Today has been nothing but very cold rain pouring down. The creek behind my apartment is about to crest. Just waiting for the water to start coming in the kitchen again.

Got a letter from the loan people again (and more calls from the other one). The letter said if you got your forebearance this is why. if you didn't get it, this is why...and didn't say WHICH it was. ARGH. There is a job in Winston-Salem...and this is why i would never apply. I don't want to breathe the same air as these morons.

The overall anxiety from the last two days hasn't abated and I'm not sure if the stress is causing my sugar to be way to freaking high or maybe the high sugar is causing the mental agitation. Either way I'll be happy to see them pass. Of course i think some of the anxiety is settled over my hand, the damage is making itself known and I can barely use it.

some good things happened though. I managed to get my bonsai trimmed and i got some of my saiyuki posters from this online anime store and I like the poster I'm keeping here very much boys in handcuffs

I think i'll just sit here and drink my pomegrante martinis and wish I were at Mardi Gras