I feel awful

[cornerofmadness]

I didn't sleep last night. I mean at all. I was exhausted so i went to sleep early actually and just laid there, coughing sporadically but the real issue was my mind racing and refusing to shut off. I haven't had a night like since I left WI. I gave up at 330 and read a little. Didn't help. Around 6 I saw the sun coming up and that put me out for about an hour or two. And I have so much to do today. Yuck.

And the whole PMS thing didn't help. Took a look in the mirror around 1 AM and thought, god i'm so old and alone (and okay i KNOW it's just the hormones, I don't look old, in spite of an ugly birthday coming in three days, the alone part only sucks occasionally.)

So if I'm overly bitchy today, just ignore me.

or make my day and hire me a maid. come on it's almost my birthday. And I need one that doesnt frighten easily or mind I'm apparently an old pervert. (seriously, if anyone came in the computer room...how to tell COM's been writing porn, sex books, sex cards, sex you name it littering the floor)