It's been a month
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cornerofmadnesssince Kyo disappeared. Roy's anxiety about being in my apartment is increasing exponentially with no reason for it. I don't understand why he's getting like this but it's to the point he's acting like he's afraid even when he's eating. This was an anxiety that built a little before Kyo even got here. Got worse after Kyo became part of the household and now that he's gone Roy gets worse so I'm not sure it has anything to do with Kyo at all even though nothing else has changed here.
My brother called today. He was helping a crazy cat lady near him with some repairs (she's a friend of my SiL) and he said there was a kitten there for me. I said I'd rather have a full grown cat, thanks. SHe has a half Maine Coon Tortie that's enormous. I told him if the cat is still with her at Christmas I'd consider her. I would name her Olivia.
Oddly my allergies are acting up. Usually I don't have issues with autumn pollen, just spring. Mother Nature is giving me a finger anyhow. It's been HUMID and warm and grey but it hasn't rained. My plants looked like hell so I had to water them. Twenty minutes later it rained.
the other night I brought you people of walmart. TOnight, go get your eye bleach. why would you tattoo yourself with this SOme of the biggest WTFry tatts you'll ever see.
I've been having strange dreams. Night before last I dreamt I was at a teaching hospital with an immense library. I was working in the library trying to find something for a medical case I was working on. One of the people helping me turned into a wooden scythe and used her blade to inch along the floor. I went up to talk to someone else and she turned into a wooden post that was painted to look like her with some kind of kanji like writing on her.
Then mom came to get me but she wasn't my actual mom but in the dream she was. For that matter I was much younger nad blonder. We started down the street and ended up at this house where the guy has us come in and he keeps saying that don't think he's weird because he has no mirrors in the house. I think this is strange because there are mirrors everywhere so I try to get mom to leave with me but she won't. The guy comes at us with knives and I book, leaving mom there (told her to leave she said no, so die mom)
Then last night I dreamt I was home with mom. She had had a surgery and I was sad because I was sick...or i had lost something very important to me. I was in the basement where dad had just installed new cabinets and i noticed saw dust on one of the doors. I tried to clean it and the door fell off and I knew he'd be mad. Worse Mom had stuffed all sorts of dirty clothes in there and we thought maybe it busted the hinge.
As I was cleaning it up so Dad wouldn't know, the young english prof here at work showed up with gifts for me. It was beads and tiger tail but the wire was all over in a rat's nest but still I was overjoyed to have it. I almost got the impression that I had had a mental breakdown since my reactions weren't normal. She also had white polyester elastic banded granny trousers for me that she just KNEW I would love. They were pimped out with beads and I did try them on and loved them (okay no way in hell) but I couldn't wear them then because I had on hot yellow panties (yes I own them) and they'd show thru. Then the alarm went off.
(for my pygmy army)
My brother called today. He was helping a crazy cat lady near him with some repairs (she's a friend of my SiL) and he said there was a kitten there for me. I said I'd rather have a full grown cat, thanks. SHe has a half Maine Coon Tortie that's enormous. I told him if the cat is still with her at Christmas I'd consider her. I would name her Olivia.
Oddly my allergies are acting up. Usually I don't have issues with autumn pollen, just spring. Mother Nature is giving me a finger anyhow. It's been HUMID and warm and grey but it hasn't rained. My plants looked like hell so I had to water them. Twenty minutes later it rained.
the other night I brought you people of walmart. TOnight, go get your eye bleach. why would you tattoo yourself with this SOme of the biggest WTFry tatts you'll ever see.
I've been having strange dreams. Night before last I dreamt I was at a teaching hospital with an immense library. I was working in the library trying to find something for a medical case I was working on. One of the people helping me turned into a wooden scythe and used her blade to inch along the floor. I went up to talk to someone else and she turned into a wooden post that was painted to look like her with some kind of kanji like writing on her.
Then mom came to get me but she wasn't my actual mom but in the dream she was. For that matter I was much younger nad blonder. We started down the street and ended up at this house where the guy has us come in and he keeps saying that don't think he's weird because he has no mirrors in the house. I think this is strange because there are mirrors everywhere so I try to get mom to leave with me but she won't. The guy comes at us with knives and I book, leaving mom there (told her to leave she said no, so die mom)
Then last night I dreamt I was home with mom. She had had a surgery and I was sad because I was sick...or i had lost something very important to me. I was in the basement where dad had just installed new cabinets and i noticed saw dust on one of the doors. I tried to clean it and the door fell off and I knew he'd be mad. Worse Mom had stuffed all sorts of dirty clothes in there and we thought maybe it busted the hinge.
As I was cleaning it up so Dad wouldn't know, the young english prof here at work showed up with gifts for me. It was beads and tiger tail but the wire was all over in a rat's nest but still I was overjoyed to have it. I almost got the impression that I had had a mental breakdown since my reactions weren't normal. She also had white polyester elastic banded granny trousers for me that she just KNEW I would love. They were pimped out with beads and I did try them on and loved them (okay no way in hell) but I couldn't wear them then because I had on hot yellow panties (yes I own them) and they'd show thru. Then the alarm went off.
(for my pygmy army)
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Date: 2009-09-25 02:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 02:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 03:38 am (UTC)And I'm sorry about your cat troubles ):
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Date: 2009-09-25 03:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 03:44 am (UTC)thanks. not sure what the cat's issue is
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Date: 2009-09-25 10:23 am (UTC)And my allergies have gone gaga too, mainly chest congestion w/ bronchitis. I've been feeling like a COPD victim lately :(
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Date: 2009-09-25 06:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 06:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 06:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-25 02:05 pm (UTC)Maybe it's the changing of the seasons that's throwing all these critters outta whack. Annie's been acting weird like Roy. I mean she freakin jumps out the window now for no reason.
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Date: 2009-09-25 06:10 pm (UTC)Roy's beenlike this nearly a year now. I'm not sure why
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Date: 2009-09-27 08:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-09-27 06:27 pm (UTC)dreams
Date: 2009-09-28 05:26 am (UTC)Re: dreams
Date: 2009-09-28 02:06 pm (UTC)Re: dreams
Date: 2009-09-29 05:19 am (UTC)Oh, okay; I need luck, too. :-)