Just when you think you hit bottom

[cornerofmadness]

It's possible to start digging. Sigh. I opened a letter from the student loan seeing a payment booklet which I did ask for one for the one med school loan willing to work with me and accept reasonable payments. It wasn't that. it was for the stuff in FL. 630$/month. Um I make 490$/month. I think they're gonna be disappointed. Mom's perusing cemeteries for child deaths so I can fake mine and assume a new identity...One last attempt needs to be made to get a lawyer I suppose as far as i'm concerned worker's comp SHOULD pay back the 60 grand to retrain me. I would never have had to return to school if I wasn't injured.

In better news I got another chapter of Built on Lies (thanks to evil_little_dog , marenfic  and blaar_rosir for editing it) up. It could have gone last week but I was irritated by a review that said 'hey mother fucker, update already.' Okay that is NOT a way to impress me. Now, I'm thrilled someone wants more of my story. I could do without the total crassness.

Let me pimp some vid places. Now of course I'm mainly looking at the Connor and Angel vids (what's up with the Connor vidders also being C/A'er's? One would think they'd hate the boy) but there's plenty of other stuff to see (and the C/A and Spuffy fans on my flist will probably love a lot of this stuff)  Bronze Ambition, check out One Day (totally perfect lyrics for Connor/Angel), When Evil (Angelus vid) Losing My Religion (lots of naked Lindsey) Dear One has a great mother/son vid in Darla & Connor and Man Smart, Woman Smarter is hysterical, a look at many of the men and ladies of the shows,  Morbid Much which has plenty I looked at Inside Out, Angel's Son, Under the Bridge and Blame. I especially loved the first two. Midnight Tempest really is a C/A have but Astarte has a ton of other stuff (including a Dru/Angelus/Spike one I'm downloading as I type to Poe's music) Her Numb is also very fitting for Connor and Too Much Love WIll Kill you is a great Angel and all the loves of his life vid. And last but assuredly not least Aimee's Sanctuary, check out  I Am which is a great Angel vid, One Step Closer, yes another Linkin Park Connor song (okay so now you know who to listen to for good lyrics for him) and The Champions to the Queen song for both shows. Nice stuff.

oh and lastly this meme

Name a CD you own that no one else on your friends list does:
Awake by Indigenous. As far as I know this was never sold in stores and so unless you were hanging around all Native American bands in the bars of South Dakota you do NOT have this blues cd (which by the way was my first cd ever)

Name a book you own that no one else on your friends list has:
I’ll be fair and NOT use my medical school ones. How about Sex Tips from a Dominatrix by Mistress Payne

Name a movie you own on DVD/VHS/whatever that no one else on your friends list does:
I would have said Ricky 6 but I’m pretty sure Masq has a copy now. Hmmm, how about Groom Lake because I can’t imagine ANYONE buying this Amy Acker/WIlliam Shatner piece of crap for any reason (it came in a set of vids I wanted)

Name a place you have visited that no one else on your friends list has:
To the very TOP of Crazyhorse monument (yes, the top, being at the bottom looking up doesn’t count). The volksmarch up the side of the mountain is only held once a year and I’m betting very few have ever done this and if not that the Mazomanie’s nude beach here in WI.

 

 

Comments

[vampedvixen.livejournal.com]

The Linkin Park and Connor link is so strong in my head. I can't listen to any of their songs on the radio without thinking about him. It's like they wrote the whole album about him! At least I know it's not me now.

And I have that One Thing vid on my computer. It's one of my favorites. The video editing is really neat looking. And the lyrics are so perfect.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I don't even really like Linkin Park but I find myself listening to them in order to write him.

I have One Thing on my computer too...forgot who vidded that. I have a whole collection of vids some good, some not. But Charmax and Ryan and the gal at Dear One really know their editting.

[esmerelda-t.livejournal.com]

Yup, Linkin Park is the band of choice for angst ridden moppets everywhere. :)

That's terrrible by the way, what that reviewer wrote, bloody 12 year olds.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Isn't it though? Oh I need to go erase it (it was of course unsigned) You can't even call it a flame. They want more...but someone ought to tel this guy (and yes I'm making that assumption) that's not a way to get a gal's attention.

And yes, Linkin Park is good for angst. I'm not sure what the heck to even call their style. Sometimes hip hop, sometimes heavy metal sounded, sometimes ballad or a mix of all three.

[sillymagpie.livejournal.com]

I don't have the Indigenous album, but I remember a radio station in the Bay Area playing one of their songs on a "Battle of the Bands" program. They were great! Thanks for reminding me of them.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

No problem. I love promoting them (I went out with one of them eons ago in another life time which I doubt he'll remember being he was all of 19 and who remembers people you were with for a few weeks in the salad days of youth)