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[cornerofmadness]

I'm not well. I've been attributing the weakness and tiredness to settling into the new schedule but week three is over and I'm worse (to the point coworkers are noticing). I'm going to call the doc on monday and see if he drew panels for my blood count when he did my sugar (which is where it usually is) and cholesterol. The last time I've been this confused and tired I was severely anemic (my count has gone down to 9 or 10 in the past). I just don't feel write. I haven't written much of anything in two weeks

I was SO mad at my brother this morning. I dreamt he was here at my house and I went off somewhere (work? shopping?) and when i got back he invited six stray cats into my house and told me I HAD to keep them (there was a white one and a tabby and few I can't remember now) I woke up ready to punch him. I also woke very late. sigh.

I did make minmimal progress on bigbang. It will not b e done fully on time. no way. My main achievement today? compile the springkink prompts into a usable size b ut nothing is setting me on fire.


so instead of coherent thought have a meme

you are darkcyan #008B8B

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

it's fairly accurate

Comments

[a2zmom.livejournal.com]

I hope you find out what's wrong quickly. 9 is a very low crit. If you're that bad I'm surprised you can get out of bed. (My sister is currently at 9)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

i've functioned mostly life ranging between 9-11.

that said I almost couldn't get out of bed this morning

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Sexy new icon.

Obviously, your brother was gonna feed the cats to the pit bulls I dreamed about yesterday.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I like Hei

or thinks i should be a crazy cat lady

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

I am imagining you, Karen and I are going to have to buy a VERY BIG HOUSE WITH A VERY BIG, FENCED IN YARD.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

and find dogs that like cats

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Or separate floors with our own entrances.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

or that

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, and lights that say where the dogs/cats are at any given time....

[wildrider.livejournal.com]

Last time I felt like that I had a blood draw and they found NOTHING. I hope you get some better results.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that's what i'm afraid of. I have a feeling he did a CBC and he would have told me if something was awry. i dont' like feeling like this

[wildrider.livejournal.com]

At least you have some knowledge of what might be wrong. I flounder around in the dark (occasionally I ask my mom, who was an RN for some 35+ years, but that can only get me so far, since that raised me as a "boy, you have to be REALLY sick to go to a doctor!" sort).

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

my parents were the same way (though they weren't medically trained)

but yes i have a definite advantage in having a clue as to what might be ailing me

[lilachigh.livejournal.com]

clicked and hope you feel better soon.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thank you

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

I hope they can find out what's wrong. When I had the same problem several years ago my blood tests came back completely negative -- that was when they diagnosed me with SAD, and it was a great relief to have an answer.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that is the frustrating thing. (My SAD hits in the summer. I'm wired a bit differently. I don't like light)

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

That's pretty different wiring! Maybe you're a vampire. :-)

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

the iinteresting thing is I found two more like me here on my flist. we prefer the gray days and evening time

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

You should form a group; you could make fun of all us miserable people.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

haha and you can mock me come summer

[ozma914.livejournal.com]

Oh, I don't mock people who hate a particular season -- been there far too much myself.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

understood