So i almost ended up hospitalized today

[cornerofmadness]

If you don't see me over the weekend, that's probably where I am. I woke up with a sugar over 410, four times the normal blood sugar. When your sugar is that high, thinking is nearly impossible. Moving is difficult. I have trouble seeing and the nerve pain in my feet as the sugar kills them is excruciating. I took a bunch of insulin and went to work. I called the endocrinologist and told his nurse, look I have an apt in less than 2 weeks, I have blood work in 5 days, does he want to add more tests. Apparently yes he did. He also wants me to go into the hospital as well if it does this again. We shall see.

I called the vet to see if she would take momma cat who is pregnant again (no) and what to do about Kanda. She wants me to bring him in if he's throwing up or blocked up. The big concern was did I switch him to those highly expensive all meat foods like Blue Mt. Unsurprisingly, they cause issues. No, if I want him to have meat, I give him meat. I don't need to spend 20$ a bag for it.

I now have a new concern in house hunting. It never occurred to me the dealers would run out of propane. Now I'm depressed. The only way to avoid propane tanks here is to live in town with someone up your ass.

And now my classroom sprung a roof leak and I had to move. I think this building is out to kill us all.

For those of you who are interested in transgendered stories. Christopher Moss is on my blog with his transgendered YA. You can see it here . I'd love it if you stopped over and chatted with him.

I'm too sick to declutter,

Comments

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Your life, seriously. -_-

That's pretty much all I have to say at the moment.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I feel more and more like I need to get that write your will software. I do not feel like I'm going to do good this year

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Then you should do it. -_-

But make sure that it's appropriate for your state, since that's why Zog's will didn't get approved by the court.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

The software does that and I plan on getting it appropriately notarized. I'm nearing the age my grandfather dropped dead so it's a good idea. Still can't believe 2 of my uncles will not write a damn will

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

The comment on 'men' may apply here, too.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

yes, well though in both cases it's an argument with the spouse. In my mom's brother's case (Lucky Uncle) I'm rather pissed off. My aunt only wants HER brother's kids to inherit and not me, my brother and my cousins. We're all nieces and nephews but we don't count. Don't get me wrong. I don't want much from them but I AM rather annoyed that she thinks it should be so one sided.

It's the same argument with my dad's brother and his wife. Now in this case they have been married for a few decades and being married to him ain't a picnic, he's worse than my dad. BUT all her kids are his step kids. I DO think the house and land should come to me and my brother. It was our grandparents. I'm fine with dividing up the money but I really don't want to have to pay off her kids to get my grandparents land back.

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Yes, definitely on both parts.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

and in the case of dad's brother, john and I should have grandma's antiques. Anything my aunt bought can go to her kids. I don't see why this is so hard. I'm not sure that she thinks her kids should have the house or if he thinks her kids should get squat.

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I definitely see where you're coming from, believe me.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

at least my parents have a will. John gets everything

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

You've mentioned.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

eh I know where he lives

[evil-little-dog.livejournal.com]

hahahahaahahahaa.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

eh I know where he lives

[anat-astarte.livejournal.com]

Wow, you've got a lot going on...*hugs*

Ever try any natural remedies to lower sugar? Not fad tablets, I mean like real food....ever try consulting with a nutritionist?

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks

yep. I've tried every natural thing i've read about, been to countless nutritionists, cook mostly diabetic meals and not a damn thing worked

[anat-astarte.livejournal.com]

Then it might be time to focus on serious stress reduction...and sleep habits..

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

honestly I sleep fine.

Most of this is probably secondary to the polycystic ovarian disease and the estrogen/progesterone levels

[sholio]

*hugs* That sounds horrendous! I really hope they're able to find out what's causing it and get it under control.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks. I do too but I'm not too hopeful of that

[silvrethorn.livejournal.com]

I don't know what the hospital could do that you aren't already doing (better varieties of insulin? Just plain mainlining the stuff through an IV?), but do whatever you need to do to keep yourself above ground and vertical. We're rooting for you, even if none of us out here can magically fix what needs fixing.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

that's why i keep refusing to go. Honestly I think he believes I'm lying about what i eat/do/take drug wise.

Thank you

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

WOW! I hope you're okay now! *huggles*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't say I'm okay but I'm here

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

That's good, seeing how it can be much worse... I really hope they can get your sugar under control. It seems like lately, it keeps getting away on you. *huggles*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

It most definitely is. thank you

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! *huggles*/*is worried about you*

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thanks again

[kiramaru7.livejournal.com]

you're welcome again.

[mamculuna.livejournal.com]

Oh, no. Hope things go much better, soon. Take care.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

thank you

[midnightsjane.livejournal.com]

Wow, you have some serious issues. Yet you manage to keep going nonetheless. I hope things get better for you soon.
Have you looked into an insulin pump? Is that even an option for you? I know someone who is a very brittle diabetic and he finds that the pump makes it a lot easier to control his sugars.
Sending you good healing thoughts.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Thanks. You know Ii wondered about the pump but I'm on three insulins and they barely do a thing, I'm THAT resistant to insulin. I know he's not been interested in moving me to it. I'm wondering if he's going to suggest victoza which I've not heard good things about.

[sp23.livejournal.com]

Geez, so scary. I hope you feel a bit better, and that your doctor finds something to get this under control. I hate it when doctors always think their female patients are lying to them. Assholes.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

They think the same of male patients, trust me on this.

I'll be going to see him Monday

[dragonydreams.livejournal.com]

That sounds scary. I hope your sugar levels even out so you don't have to go to the hospital.

[cornerofmadness.livejournal.com]

Thanks doing a bit better now.