Dreams

I woke up sunday night terrified. All i remember of the dream was a bear-like monster eviscerating people in the frozen food section of the store and it was MY responsibility to kill it (with a double prong spear, phallic much?) It wasn't going well when i woke up. took a half our of reading to settle enough to sleep.

Last night I was dreaming I was showing the radiology tech students how to read mammograms (because yeah that's my specialty) when my secretary comes up to me and points out this 50 something year old man and says, why didn't you tell me you were geting married? I'm like WHAT? and she says that he said he was marrying me or else.

we leave the school (which is MUCH MORE wooded a lot like the one I taught in in Wisconsin) and she lives just up the road (which she actually does) and I'm there on a rainy night for dinner. In the mean time this man sends a package into the house saying he's got my secretary's daughter and son and if I don't come out of the house now and marry him the next sound we'd hear would be her son going off the roof!

So I make a dash for my car and I see him in the porch light. He's waiting for me so I try to trick him and I don't get into my car and I take off running. Meanwhile he's lined the road with tree branches so if I had been in my car I couldn't have escaped so i feel justified for a minute until I realize like a moron i'm running up the road and he's behind me so I cut into the woods because I'm good in the woods (i am)

Then I think THIS IS STUPID. You would have called the cops and taken a weapon from D's house. You have to be dreaming so wake up idiot and I did. Gah, my brain

Fic - Homecoming

Homecoming
D M Evans
Disclaimer – not mine, all characters belong to Hiromu Arakawa et al, Square Enix and funimition. I don’t make a profit
Rating – NC-17 (not worksafe)
Time Line – manga verse, as soon as they come back from Ishbal, spoilers…none if you know who all was in the desert
Pairing – Maes/Gracia
Summary – Maes is finally home from the war and he can’t wait to show Gracia how much he’s missed her.
Author’s Note – written for Maes’ Month at fma_fuh_q thanks to evil_little_dog and mjules for the beta

( Homecoming )

Fat Tuesday

And it's raining. I don't just mean a little. I mean buckets. Half of saturday and all of sunday (literally) it snowed. We had several inches. yesterday was nearly 50 and it became to melt. Today has been nothing but very cold rain pouring down. The creek behind my apartment is about to crest. Just waiting for the water to start coming in the kitchen again.

Got a letter from the loan people again (and more calls from the other one). The letter said if you got your forebearance this is why. if you didn't get it, this is why...and didn't say WHICH it was. ARGH. There is a job in Winston-Salem...and this is why i would never apply. I don't want to breathe the same air as these morons.

The overall anxiety from the last two days hasn't abated and I'm not sure if the stress is causing my sugar to be way to freaking high or maybe the high sugar is causing the mental agitation. Either way I'll be happy to see them pass. Of course i think some of the anxiety is settled over my hand, the damage is making itself known and I can barely use it.

some good things happened though. I managed to get my bonsai trimmed and i got some of my saiyuki posters from this online anime store and I like the poster I'm keeping here very much boys in handcuffs

I think i'll just sit here and drink my pomegrante martinis and wish I were at Mardi Gras